Fuck Forever

2010-04-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

Hey how you guys doing?
its been a while since i update this blog.
well i seriously sometimes feel like deleting this blog but i dont know why.
Since sec 2,this shit has become a part of me.
Anyway 2 months has passed and life has been great for me.

Most of my friends are in love and yeah love is in the air~
me?
i dont really know bout that.
But a strong affection i felt for her.
I only wants to see her...

Well nothing much really happened for the past 2 months.
I've been rotting.
Like literally rotting.
And in a blink of an eye,i will be a 2nd year student in ITE Simei.
Time flew by really fast there...was great.
Met many great friends..

i swore this year i'm gonna buck up and be a good student.
gonna improve on my GPA.
and maybe go to higher nitec?
maybe after my national service.

Anyway my uncle is living in the same house as me and its kinda cool.
lifetime supply of ciggies for the next 4-6 months?
life is great.
hahaaha

Anyway been spending a lot of time with my babyboy,art.
and yeah we have a great time together.
Love him.
(not literally.)
my mind is blank and so is my blog.
till then..

see you guys soon..

2010-02-08T10:44:00.000-08:00

So how are you guys?
been good?
well nothing much really happened just that yeah i didnt like talk much with my sis for the past week.
Maybe i was at fault.
But it kinda felt awkward you know cause you were so close and then because of some stupid thing which i said(and later regret) we broke into an argument..
but yeah i still love my sister no matter what...
i kill anyone who talk about her or tried to bring her down!!

so yeah went to eat at popeye at century square.
I love the biscuit i dont know why but it taste nice but my sis hates it.
So yeah im really craving for a chicken and yes i finally get to taste it but i can eat a whole lot of KFC chicken but popeyes chicken was a bit different...i felt muak after eating 2 of it...
but yeah sekali sekali kan...
hahaha...

so yeah we didnt get baybeats..the whole lot of us..
we were a bit fucked up but funny in a way...hahaha...
but who cares...there's always opportunity for us this year...and its still the beginning...
i bet there's more to come...
there's always other years...
so yeah no harm trying...
hehehehe

so yeah my bro lend me his psp for a week i guess...
he asked me to play for him silent hill...he fucking kidding or what?!
no chance in hell im gonna play that fucking game...the first one zaman ps1 dah gives me chills up my buttcrack ape lagi this one...and my bro say this one it follows you psychologically....seram gile i tell you...all u have is a torch light and u guest it...ghost town and their toilets just freaks me out...
so why not you try it if youre those thriller games lover...silent hill shattered memories...i recommend you..
scares the fucking shit out of you...

so yeah...ive just finished watching 500 days of summer or should i say 500 days with a whore caused that summer is a fucking whore if can i would like to kill her literally cause of giving the guy hope and in the end gets married to an unknown guy...but luckily he met someone new at the end and strangely she is called,"Autumn.." she is better looking though...den that whore..

so much for the smiths anticipation...they only played 2 tracks of it...
sigh...

anyway if you are reading this...im sorry for what i said...but yeah if u want me to leave your life or the other way round...then i cant do anything to stop you...but yeah im sorry..i hope that you will have the time of your life....god bless your soul...

inspired to write more songs because of this..and also stuffs that has been happening in my life...
will write songs till i go literally insane...!!!
anyway merul has been helping me out with the songs like finally appreciate his efforts...
i love him endlessly...not literally..get that straight in your head that i am straight..
kekekekeke...

anyway glad to hear that akid is on the road to dieting!!!
hope to see him get back in shape like the akid i first met at cineleisure...handsomeburger...
hahahaha....
and wear all his tight clothes back provided he doesnt lose them or anyone stole them or something...
cmon akid!! im proud of you!!!
texas and kurus for the wind!!!
btw kid,im having popeye in the kitchen now...
yummy2...i know you only had hot dogs since morning..kekeke...
damn im turning fatter and depressed now...
it would only be a matter of time and i shall have double chin and double trouble..!!!
lose weight rez!!! argh!!!

cheers john...i finally felt a bit richer...

2010-01-31T12:01:00.001-08:00

Amacam?
Ape crite geng?
hehehehe

Well nothing much really happened for the past few days or weeks or so.
hahaha.My ears are swollen or maybe cause i can't really see my ears due to my hair but damn it fucking hurts real bad !
Fuck!
But it's ok.Hope that it will recover in few days time.
=(

Well guess what?(it's nothing new really)
I'M BROKE!
HAHAHAHA
That's ok..kate rockers geng.
hahaha..
Being broke is nothing new to me like seriously.
I can recall when i WAS loaded...
fuhhh..money no hal...
hehehehe
if only i would wake up and there's like a briefcase containing 10 billions infront of me...
FUHHHHHHH!! ape lagi geng...straight away call airlines nye line gua berangkat gi Japan geng...hahahah..lepas dah balek Japan gua singgah India jap..gi Mumbai..jumpe preity zinta jap ke...ok lah tu..hahaha..
Berangan jek lebih..~
kekekekeke

But yeah dreaming always make you happy.
Don't you think so?
People say u're full of shit when you're dreaming of something you can't achieve or get but seriously geng if that what makes you happy..then dream a lot geng...but jangan jadi cam mat jenin sudah..kekekeke

Anyway yesterday went to home club to catch the pinholes...
it was great..
what i saw gave me the biggest shock of my life..
AKID AND PAAT WERE SESSIONISTS FOR PINHOLES!!
HAHAHAHA..
I WAS JAW-DROPPED I TELL YOU..
HAAHAHAHA..CHIBAI THEM WANNA GAVE ME SURPRISE..
they were awesome..
i am really proud of my two brothers..
i hope you guys make it to Texas...
seriously bro..you guys not only will make me proud but also Singapore proud geng..
love you guys..

Also for the song shake and bake,Fahmie invited my favourite local frontman THE BEST FRONTMAN IN SINGAPORE!! MY IDOL!! HAFFIZ RAMLI!(PINHOLES EX FRONTMAN)..
HE WAS SOOOOO AWESOME MAN!
I SERIOUSLY WAS MESMERIZED BY HIS CHARISMATIC MOVES AND ENERGY ON STAGE..!
MY IDOL..!
but too bad he sang only one song..
shitz..

After the whole gig,chill around with fahmie..
he really gave me some good advice like seriously wake me up my soul..
he really moved me man..u know sometimes when people advice you..u dont digest much or u're probably making fun of it..but i was staring into his eyes and like every word he said like literally goes inside my brain...i've never been moved like that in my life before..

a change is gonna come soon my friend..
the rejeks will be back..
with more new songs...
we will be working on our scrap song,"The Mess We Made" and some newer songs called"Fantasy","Dancing On High Heels"...i just finished writing those songs just need to put in the tracks..
Currently i've becoming more positive about my band and my future...
i love amalu..i love haqim..
we're one..we gonna stick it through till the end..
i dont care if any haters wanna spam my blog if they read this or what..
just wanna tell you this..you love our songs..den we love you..you hate us we don't care...we still gonna create music...wherever we are right now is all thanks to our hard efforts and seriously thanks to love jets for being there for us whenever we need you guys...we always love you guys from the bottom of our hearts...love you guys peace...stay tune to our myspace..www.myspace.com/therejeks
or we'll keep you updated at our facebook geng..

our anyway slack around with beautiful mates at clarke quay yesterday..
was mesmerizing everytime we slacked there..
beautiful..
really cracks me up...

wasted though cannot catch a glimpse of her ...even though she's close....i hope i can see u one day.....

cheers everyone..peace and love..will be updating soon..
cigarettes and chicken as usual...cheers..happy days ahead..
muacks!

2010-01-20T12:21:00.000-08:00

Pictures above are from our 2nd Home Club gig which is like 3-4 months back?
When i still had my blaine harrison's haircut which doesn't go like plan but at least the idea was there.hahaha
Kevin said to me he like my MGMT's impersonation for that day.
hahaha.Was it that obvious?
the reason why i upload this pictures is not because i wanna tell people i am a hippie(which i'm not) or because i was using thunderbird(i still miss it by the way=( ) but because of something which is more important than that and that is,i miss performing at gigs.
I know this might sound a little irony or weird cause i hate to perform at gigs frequently but when we're on a hiatus..it kinda felt bored for me...like something's missing in my life.

And that is my fire...my desire...and my passion...
i got to light it up once more..revive my dead soul back..
and gotta start rock n rolling like i used too..
i miss dropping my sweat all around and causing trouble to amalu..hehehe..
We're gonna be back guys...we'll keep you update...!!
=))

So nothing much really happened this few days or should i say weeks.
It's been a while since i update this blog cause you know i'm pretty much a lazy ass and my blog seems pretty much dead.But who cares anyway?
hahahah.

So yeah i haven't been to school for 2 weeks now.
And it's weird cause i only went for a day and you know it was really funny cause i didnt buy any textbooks or nothing and all i did was just sit at class and disturb my classmates and my teacher can still say,"GOOD FAREEZ! YOU'VE FINISH EVERYTHING! ONLY YOUR MAJOR PROJECTS!" lemme tell you she wasn't sounding sarcastic.
Screw ITE for goodness sake.
I just wanna rock n roll!! will you let me god???
hehehe

So yeah birthday was ok.
Like i said,nothing special every year.
Wake up with a kiss by my mum and yeah it's the same ol birthday.
Just hang around at home and yeah the only birthday present i get is a boxer from my best friend,amalu and yeah that's about it.
And also art for...(inside thing if he's reading this)
Thanks art..i really love you alot(not literally)
thanks fad,mamat,alan,thul for the muffin!!
so yeah i guess you can say thats all.
so yeah seeing people celebrating their bdae with bf/gf,family,friends,relatives just make me feel jealous inside..i dont know why...
i sound soooo KELEPEH!
but who cares anyway?

Life?
You know god hasn't really been fair to me.
Don't worry god i wont blame you.
Maybe its my fault.
Maybe i deserved it someway or another.
Talking about family..which i see no fucking changes for the past 2 years..!
sometimes i feel like i dont even have one...

Talking about love just really bring me down seriously..
i've been pedih2..yeah so what? as if you guys don't have any feelings?
are you human?

the girl that i have a crush with...is now attached...not feeling fucked up or anything...
in fact i felt happy for her...its always nice to see someone you love being happy..
you get what i mean??
so yeah i hope she'll do just fine...
even though she might not feel the same way about you...at least you feel happy y'know cause you realised that she's happy now...
like Miles said,"HAPPY! HAPPY! EVERYBODY'S HAPPY CLAPPING ALONG!"
so yeah people might vomit if i go on talking bout her.
hahaha...

Anyway just now i played soccer.
Can you fucking believe it?
i having stiches as usual.And i'm smoking everytime my team loses.
ahahaha.
I just love cigarettes John.
Speaking of which my ciggies are left with 3 sticks...i hope my dad wont steal in the morning when i wake up...or else i get really2 mad my jolly good brothers...

What's life in store for me next?
gonna start back where i left it behind..
one thing for sure..IM GONNA ROCK N ROLL AGAIN!!
You'll see my jolly good brothers and sisters...

so yeah eca i know you'll probably be reading this sorry for the delay!!
hehehehe~~

cheers everyone.

chicken and cigarettes~

2010-01-04T12:15:00.000-08:00

First of all let me start by wishing my good brother(not literally),Haqim Isa a very happy birthday!
Finally my band is legalize.hahaha.

Continue to improve your guitar skills you fucker~
And also your stage presence,MOVE AROUND YOU NUMB SKULL!
-_-"!
hahaha
But i think he's the best guitar player i've seen for his age.
Not being biased or something but seriously this dude is fucking good !

Anyway it's 2010 everybody.
What's my new year resolution?
simple;to make my friends and family happy and just live for the moment like all these years i've lived.
And also to smoke more than last year.
hahaha
2009 was a fast year i must say.
Seriously.
And a lousy one.
But yeah there isn't anyone in this world that would live their life without having or facing any problems.
Even if your Bill Gate's son or the richest man son you'll still have problems.
=)

Sometimes,come to think of it,i felt blessed when i'm born in a normal background family.
We've gone through ups and downs together and yeah being born in a normal background family taught me a lot of lesson in life.

Even if god were to give me a choice on which family i prefer to be born with i would still prefer my family.
=)
Not sounding pious or something.

Ok,so my birthday is coming right up on the 14th.
And it'll be my so called last year as an adolescent.
It makes me wonder why people always say being 19 is your last year as a teenager?
So does being 20 and above means you're stepping into adulthood ready?
Totally wrong dude.

For me age are just numbers.
And doesn't mean your 20 and above means you're old.
If you're thinking that way then you're just too paranoid.
You still look more or less young.
My mum alway says this to me,"Men are young again when they reach 40".
It makes me wonder really like what exactly is she saying?
But yeah after seeing all these datuk-datuk and their young wives and this pakcik-pakcik tue enjoy yeah i guess i finally understand what she meant.
It's easy for guys to hide their age because maybe their image does not change as much as woman.
My mum also says that,"That's why you see all these pakcik-pakcik tak sedar diri are still laku for their age."
I agree with that.

And about stepping out into adulthood;
Doesn't mean that you're getting older means you're getting more "matured".
Seriously yes image does have to do with maturity.
Sometimes when people look at abang-abang or kakak-kakak they will have this mentality that they are matured but sometimes these guys acted very similar to us.
I have a friend,Saufi who is 22 years old and the reason why we can clicked with him is because he talk,act and share the same thing with us.Anyway you won't believe he's 22 when you see his face.hahaha

Anyway we all seen sometimes young kids as in literally kids aged between 12-13 working in a fast food outlet or anything and even though people might say that the pay is little or yeah they are just working for free food but what admired me was that at that young age, they already have the mindset of being independent or not rely on other people for help or money.
This for me,is stepping out into adulthood.
You do not need age or waiting for yourself to be "matured"
cause adulthood for me will naturally hit you in the face and then you realised it.
For my case,i still consider myself a kid..hahaha
Live is too short for me.
Live for the moment...

Money or no money,there will always be money for cigarettes..
hahahaha

cheers..
=(

2009-12-29T14:43:00.000-08:00

Ok i decided to update my blog due to some reason.
-_-

So nothing much really happened this few days just that i've been lacking of sleep and when i had enough i still think that i'm lacking of it.
Hmmm.

Anyway,a few days back we went to JB for just some leisure reasons cause we cancelled out shows and yeah what better way than to cancel and went for a holiday? music aside.
It was cool and fun.
Made me realised you can be a rich guy there with just 20 bucks.
No joke.
Come to think of it,i'm getting sick of JB's cigarette.
It's like "woah! sampai JB jek rokok" but yeah as much as you crave the ciggarettes there i mean it's nothing special really just that what made you attracted to buying a cigarette is because of the box and also the "rumours" about the cigarette.

For my case,i've watched my dad smoked this cigarette called,"Rothman's" when i was little and yeah it just hit me in the face.I asked my dad about it and he said it tasted nice so why not give it a shot despite a gut feeling to buy Camel(filters) so yeah it was pretty smooth and rich.
Not really my kinda cigarette cause i always prefer the heavier type but yeah.

I still prefer Marlboro contraband from Amy.
Speaking of JB,i had a little passport issues and yeah the JB's kastam girl is one way or another flirting with me.Not saying i'm hot or something but seriously it's pretty disgusting.
And adds up to it,there was a long line waiting behind me.
Fucking pressure.

Bought a few shirts.
Loved it.

Anyway just came back from Aeen's chalet and it was fun.
We had lots of fun laughing and taking pictures.
And Aeen's boyfriend is super nice and friendly to us.
Cheers~ to them but yeah.

Anyway yesterday randomly,i slacked at Arshad's(The 21) crib and yeah we talked for about an hour or less inside.
Smoked sheesha with him.
How cool is that to have a sheesha in your house?
fucking cool.

Anyway Dan's bass is at my house.
NGEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.
Including his amp.
So can gentel-gentel a bit.
I miss Dan btw,i hope he's doing fine at Tekong.

Gonna have a party at Gallery's Hotel.
Hope it'll turned out fun.
Don't really know if i should check out The Bangs play at Cinileisure early that day.
Cause confirm there'll be lots and lots of people.
But i reckon the town side ar.
So yeah.

Anyway,2009 has been like the most fucked up year of me.
Cause yeah had a lot of family problems and such.
And financial as well cause i've never been as broke as i am this year.
And everyday i always pray to God that somehow my fate will change and my family will change just like the old times~
But this year is also one of the greatest year cause i've met these people who would become a part of my lives and i'll cherish for the rest of my life...
akid,ahmad,art,furqan,syafiq,amelia,hazreel,bonn,saufi,amsy,adlan,dan and lots more..
This guys have been my pillar of strength and support in terms of band or personal..and yeah i love them!!!

Anyway,Sezairi is our new Singapore Idol.
Nothing surprising aye?
It's worth my 60 cents.
ngehehehe
Yeah 3 singapore idols,3 malay guys angkat.
I think singapore idol will surely close down.hahaha
Change to Anugerah idol.
hahahaha

But yeah people have been talking about how much they want Sylvia to be the first female idol winner and such and no doubt she's great but in my opinion Sezairi is better than her that night.
In the past shows,in the finals,you have the obvious result like taufik with sly,you know taufik will win and hady with jonathan..but this season i think has been the most exciting one since there is really a competition going on in the finals since both of them are awesome!

But yeah Sezairi is just power.hahaha
His 2nd song keymak sachok sia.
Bule rome naek rabak~
awesome..

cheers!

2009-12-13T13:45:00.000-08:00

Can't believed i'm blogging at 6am in the morning but i don't know i have this urge of blogging like you know some kind of a weird hysterical feeling~
But well,here goes nothing.

As usual,nothing much really happened just that holiday has official started for ITE students
and honestly it wont really matter much to me cause holiday or not holiday,i can still count the number of times i went to school,seriously.
Well,the least this term.

But my teacher said that my attendance has been ok and improving and it's a good sign.
Luckily im on par with the rest of my classmates.
Only that i have a stupid practical which happens to be my most hated part of this course.
Seriously,i STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN THIS COURSE??!
No chicks,no nothing.
Oh well~

Im listening to Lady GaGa's,Bad Romance over and over again.
I think it's a nice song.Very catchy chorus.I'm can't stop singing that part~
K i sound like a faggot.
Other than that i think lady GaGa looks like shit.
But she looks pretty with big shades.
Maybe something to cover up her face.
But still,it's a great song.

Speaking of this,let me tell you something.
You know,these days it's hard to tell if a girl is pretty from the net.
Thanks to thick make ups,photoshop edit,maybe edit their nose,edit their skin contrast and stuff
or maybe taking pictures from an angle that makes them look thin.Well,the least.

My advise to guys out there please be careful of who you are adding cause seriously sometimes pictures can be deceiving!(unless you've seen them outside before).
Don't be like "one" of my friend here.
hahahahahaha~
I hope he's reading this.

So i didn't went to Zoukout for this year cause as usual i don't have the money.
Besides with that money,i can buy a carton of contraband ciggies from Amy and have fun smoking alone~
hahahaha
But yeah,would not rule out the possibility of going there in the future.
hahaha.

Anyway,i've been reading much on you know abusing,raping stories.
and nothing seriously sent shivers down my spine and made me feel the most sympathetic ever after reading the story of Junko Furuta.(you can wiki to check out the whole story).

In 1989,Junko Furuta was a normal 16 years old schoolgirl in Japan(you guess it,country of WEIRDOS) but unfortunately what happened to her is something and the pain she went through for 44 days is something no one can describe but can only imagine.

-

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

How sick is that?
Seriously,no one can imagine the pain she suffered.
R.I.P

Abusing and raping girls is a crime which i can't stand the most!!
Really made me feel disgusted that these kinds of sick people really exists in this world
and they are still existing.
I KILL ANYONE WHO TRY TO ABUSE AND MOLEST GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME!!
NO KIDDING!
afheijffikw0fw0fow-fo-fwo-ow!!!

Lets protect girls dignity everyone.
I hope upon reading this might put some sense into you.
*i'm still pissed off*

cheers~

Just realised that i'm going out with my mum at 8 am!
awesome!!!
and i still haven't sleep!
awesome!!

2009-12-03T11:49:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone who's reading this.
Well nothing much really happened just that my blog has become practically boring and DEAD!
Must be due to the fact that i'm pretty busy with some stuff.
So i'm free now.Maybe just for now.

So currently i'm listening to Max Rafferty's band,The Third Man.
Its a shame that the kooks fired him cause he's really good.
I prefer him the most instead of that fuck face Peter Denton.
Although i prefer Dan Logan as well.
Honestly i thought that it was Dan who was gonna replaced Max on a long term basis but it's a shame that he's only playing on a temporary basis and now it's Peter Denton.

The Kooks has now become like a i don't know maybe an adult band?
They have completely changed their boyish look and has put on some facial hair
and my idol Luke has cut his hair.Worst of all,they even changed their sound to a poppy,mature sound.I'm really hoping for a magic on their 3rd album which i still can't wait.I hope i'll turn out good.Sigh~ And most of them are getting fat now.
Even Luke.Wonder why most rockstars end up getting fat.Maybe lots of partying and drinking.
I guess so.Luckily i don't drink.Like seriously.I can't even stand the smell of beer.Really would get a fucking headache after that.Most people still thinks that i drink.
I still don't know why?

School's gonna end soon and yippie! holidays!
hahaha.I still can't believe that soon i'm gonna be a 2nd year student.
Time flew by really fast in ITE.
I must say.
Right now gonna finish off my stupid drawing test(not your usual pencil,drawing block drawing) which took like 2 hours to finish off just a single drawing.Fucking complicating.
I still don't know what the fuck am i doing in this course.

Ok so now band side,a week ago we played at an Irish Pub,Muddy's Murphy and it was fucking awesome.We got lost(LIKE SERIOUSLY) in town cause we never been to the Orchard Tower side before and we were late for soundcheck.
There was a lot of crowd and i can't fucking move.And since i was the last one to arrived,Merul and Haqim had already set up their instrument.
So yeah.Bit mushy and bit rushing but i think we managed to pull it through though.
(Still the fucking stench of beer in the air~)

The Coronas was fucking awesome.
It was a great experience playing with them and i still i can't believed that a rockstar asked for our autograph on our EP.hahaha.
It was strange/funny cause we were selling our CD and we wanting him to sign on one of it and he says he wants one and also our autograph.Not bragging or what just that wanna share this part of the story.It's a great feeling you know? For a rockstar asking for your autograph.It's like Taufik Batisah asking for an autograph from his screaming fans instead of the other way round.
Great experience.

So Armchair's EP launch was cancelled earlier that day.
And surprisingly no one even bother to contact us.
Im still a bit pissed off by that.
Caused of the fact that i'm carrying like a fucking 3-4kg or maybe perhaps more than that,thunderbird on my fucking hand!!!
And my fingers were numbed and my middle finger ballooned up like a golden sausage.
Great~

Gonna be playing at JB again on Christmas and this time not with Crackerjack but Love Jets.
Hmmmm.I only hope it'll turn out great.
I'm only shaken by the fact that a punk band will be playing and the thought of it really freaks me out.It's been some time since we played in a mix genre gig.
But here goes~
(Tiger Ali Singh you better sponsor us food and hotel or else i'm gonna kill you! hahaha)

A lot of birthday coming up this month!

8 December-My crazy and beloved sis,Firah
9 December-Aishah yoyek and Zahid(mamat's brother)
11 December-Amirul A.K.A adik(mamat's cousin)
12 December-my bro himself mamat!!!!!!!!
24th December-my good friend and classmate(ITE),Haziq

I hope that i'll remember all these dates cause i can't even remember my mum's birthday!!(which she is still merajok about).
hahahaha.

Ok Cheers everyone!
Gonna update again!
Can't wait to buy turtleneck!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHH!!!!!!!!

heheheheh

Remember!
Be there or be squared!
EVERYONE VOGUE!

hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahha~
(inside joke)

2009-11-19T11:37:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.
Well nothing much really happened just that i got my internet back and it's wireless.
So no more stealing connection in my abandoned room that is full of bedbugs.
Imagine being online in an ocean of bedbugs.So not cool.
hahaha.But it's a shame that my desktop is not working so i have to use my sis's laptop.
thinking of buying a notebook.Maybe when i get my next bursary money.
I hope so.

Anyway just now about an hour ago,while everyone is asleep i was trying to plug my oven into the kitchen fuse and suddenly the whole house when black.
Serious aku dah pressure gile.
Dah berpeluh rabak.
But luckily managed to calmed myself down and did someadjusting with the switch and THERE YOU HAVE IT!
Being in an electronic course is not that bad afterall.
hahaha

Anyway,If you guys had read the news or what about a few days ago a teenager were drowned at
East Coast Park and that teenager happened to be my neighbourhood friend.
It's a pity and unexpected cause i just saw him about a few days ago(before his death) and i still can't believe that he's gone.

It just made me realized one thing.
You know people can't really tell if they're really gonna live this world long enough.
if god loves you more,God can just take your soul now~
So death can happen anytime,anywhere.
Just don't be so sure about living long enough.
I just wished that before i die let me have a family.
A baby,a wife and a job..something that i can achieved at least having a purpose of my existence in this world.

And how unlucky that i'm gonna be playing at Timbre Mobile,East Coast Park this Saturday.
Maybe i'll shall make it a tribute for aruahnye.
hope he'll rest in peace wherever he is.
=)

Anyway it's has been raining heavily and monsoon season is really enjoying.
Although it's a bit shitty that you can't really go out you know,have fun in the sun but it's really something to cherish.
Anyway this season is only once a year so yeah.
Don't complain lah.Dah bagus tu ade hujan.bersyukur-lah.
I'm suddenly starting to sound so pious.
hahahah.

I've been turning up for school more than i expected.
And i must say the least is i'm proud of myself.
After 8 months of school,
ITE Simei is not that bad actually.
Can't believed i said that.

Anyway,Saturday we'll be opening up for The Coronas which is a fucking band from Ireland.
Played with them before at Home Club about 2 weeks ago.Friendly guys..very chill and humble i must say.
But we'll be playing at the weirdest place i've ever played at that is at Timbre Mobile,EAST COAST PARK.
The idea of playing there just really bugs me out.
No dont get me wrong,not that i'm trying to sound like a big rockstar or a picky guy but try imagining playing a gig at east side is sooooo wrong what more spending my Saturday there.
And ouh for your info,the place looks like in a middle of a fucking jungle.
Weird~
Anyway nevermind.
Hope it'll be fun.
Hope there will be a lot of crowd.

Anyway to anyone who's reading this.
My friends,etc..If youre free this Saturday..come down at East Coast Park,Timbre Mobile(you can check out the location at the net cause i'm not pretty sure of the place myself) and BE ENTERTAINED by us !!!
We just wanna rock your asses off !!!
If you're not draggy enough to spend your Saturday there.
hahaha.

Anyway i'm a little pedih2 lah.
hahaha.
Maybe because of all this love shit.
And i'm falling in love with Coldplay's yellow.
I know outdated but nice sia.
Especially when youre in pedih2 mood.hahaha

Anyway jeng3 i can't believed that my friend has turned into a tranny.
See it for yourself
What happened to you mat in bintan?
I know you miss your beloved ex so much...but dont till it affect your sexuality..hahaha
HAHAHAHAHAH
CHEERS EVERYONE.
See ya this saturday(if youre coming!)

2009-11-01T13:48:00.000-08:00

Well nothing much really happened this week.
I went to school for 2 days.
Wow such a big improvement.
hahaha
Anyway this week has been a rainy week since it's raining most of the days.
What do you expect? it's nearing to end of the year and like usual,monsoon season.
Damn~

Anyway went jamming on Friday.
It was ok.
It's been a while since we jammed.
Funny things happened inside.
hahaha.

Anyway on Friday was seriously greatest ever CJ's gig i've been at home club.
We are were hyped and we don't give a fuck about anything!
We just fucking went up the stage and sing along with CJ.
hahaha.Arhhhhh~i miss CJ man..
those guys are great..

And so one by one left and then there was 5.
Me,Haqim,Amalu,Hazreel and Paat.
Danced our ass off inside and sing along.
Wow~
Great day spent i must say.
Went home at 8 am.
hahaha

Later that day,was supposed to catch Hi-Fi Stereo's show at Cinileisure but damn,it rained heavily so the show was cancelled.
So we just walk around town like bunch of no life people.
Takpe lah.
Not our fault anyway.
So chill2..bla..bla..bla..

And just now i woke up at 6pm.
My eyes were killing me softly(chey).
hahah
Ahmad belanje maen bowling.
went home around 930.
Lepak..bla.bla..bla..

Anyway can't wait for friday.
This will be our biggest show to date.
I don't care if not many people turn up janji dpt maen Futurehead DJ Set dah sachiko ahveyvey ahjeyliao!
hahahahah~
So guestlist dah set.
I see you guys there.

Cheers to Crackerjack...you guys were brilliant..and also to the rest of the family~
(i don't drink for goodness sake).
=)

2009-10-24T14:41:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone who's bothered enough to read this.
Well nothing much really happened this past few days/weeks.
I can't really remember when i last blogged nevertheless i'll try to recap what i'm going through or been through for the past days.

Anyway,yesterday went to Home Club to watched The Bangs.
Great.
Ahmad happy dapat gesek tetek mat salleh.
wakakakaka!

And today was supposed to meet up with Fi and Zreel but it's already late and we don't have the mood to go to city area.
So me and Merul decided to go to Akam's pit.
Before that we went to lorong and bought ciggies there and took 21 to EHub.
Luckily i didnt tapped my ez link.Heh heh heh.
So fucking worth it.
hahaha.
Had fun.
met up with old friends.
Took a lot of pictures.
me and Bob ate countless of prawns till we felt like vomiting

And me and Merul left at 12.
Confident nak mampos pikir masih ade bus skali takde.
Keringggg~
So at first we planned to take 3 to Tamp Interchange and sapalak balek.
Tapi mauh payau sia~

Suddenly came bus 17 ape lagi go jek la.
hahaha.
So stopped at Chai Chee and sapalak balek.
Ok lah at least better than sapalak from Tamp right?
hahahah.
Fuhhh~ lethargic gile.hahah

ANYWAY,

Well i didnt attend a single lesson for the whole one week.
Wow,what a fucking record.
Ahhhhhh~ screw it anyway.I don't really care.
Getting sick and tired of school shit(i know i've been saying this countless of times).
Lesson learn is to study hard for any of your major exams if not...
IM ONE EXAMPLE OF IT.
Nahhhh~ no use dwelling about the past.
Besides it's over a year ago.
Screw education.
Screw Singapore.

Well,it seems that my good friend,Samat has been working back at Subway.
hahaha.
Wow~ i also want to work leh~
hahaha.Maybe after i finished off my 6 November's gig.
Then we can talk about our trip to Batam!
Wuhooooo!
I'm seriously looking forward to go there.
Not about GIRLS of course(well maybe a bit).-_-"!
But you know my favourite,CIGARETTES!
and maybe good food and good clothes.
FYI,im fatter now.
Ahhhhhh~ screw it.I don't really mind becoming fat.
If only becoming thin is as easy as becoming fat then majority of us right now should be thin by now.
hahahaha!
I will get back my old figure!
Azam 2010!
hahahah

Anyway speaking of gigs,as you know,The Rejeks is currently on a hiatus right now since my man is taking his major exams.
But we should be back soon.
Speaking of which,We'll be having our first gig in 2 months(?) at homeclub on 6th November.
Playing along side with big time Irish band,Futurehead.
It's 90% confirm but im hoping for it to happen.*fingers-crossed*
I think i'll be soooooo fucking nervous that i'll have chills up my butt-crack.
Fuhhh~
Insyallah nothing goes wrong.
Thanks once again to Mr Luke Faulker.
Fucking amazing guy.
Cheers~

And other than that,on 28th November we'll be playing at Armchair Critic's EP launch,at Scape(the inside one)
Fuhhhh~
two major gig!
fucking nervous fucking excited.
The Bangs are playing as well.
My favourite band currently.
They're supposed to play with us on the 6th but i think their drummer can't make it.

Anyway,heard that my babyboys(Love Jets,Crackerjack) are playing also on 28th November at Scape(outside)..
Hmmm..
bagus lah keluar masok jek.
leh nampak dorang.hahaha

So yeah there you go my future plans.
Anyway,will be working back soon.
Need to save up money for a lot of stuffs/plans!
Have a nice day!
=)

Cheers~

2009-10-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hey.
Nothing much really happened just that school starts tomorrow and i kinda feel excited since its kinda boring slacking at home.(how ironic).
I'm still fucked up that i haven't gotten my GPA results and my teacher is ignoring me eh.
baek...
ITE literally sucked.

Anyway,i've been having strange/weird dreams over and over again and it's starting to creep me out.
At first i dream about my friends which is cool i don't really mind about it.
And then it started to freaked me out when all of the sudden i dream about being in a brothel which is something i like.heh heh heh.
After that came dreaming about going to my so called relative house and there was this girl,her face i never seen before.She was stunning and her father(?) handed me her phone number and in that dream we contacted with each other.Everything felt so surreal.

I woke up about 5 mins before i went back to sleep and then i dream about being in a crow zero movie and it was the fight scene and it was in a shopping centre(?) and the coolest part was i'm part of suzuran and we were against hosen and i receieved a phone call from Narumi and then it was an ambush.I was soo pumped up skali they used shotgun(?) and i was shot .Fucking lame.I died in my own dreams.

Everything is not made up.I'm not making it up.Well,up to you to believe me or not.I don't really mind.

Anyway,my brother just bought a PSP(i know,outdated).
But yeah i was hooked on playing ATV:supercross and it was fucking cool.
Addictive ar.haha.

So i helped him carry his stuff and looked for a taxi and funny taxi drivers their taxi are empty and the green logo was on but just speed away.(fuckers.)
Well nevermind,at least they are not like Malaysian taxi drivers.
f-u-c-k-e-r-s.

So i helped him load the stuff and he gave me 10 bucks.
I felt soo touched and i wanted to cry literally caused i just realised how good he was to me.
Even though we are not close,blood is still blood afterall.

Flashed back when i was working a few months ago and i was loaded and he was the one rotting at home.
I didn't even gave him any money.
How selfish i was.
=(
Now i realised that siblings does matter as much as friends.
I hope my brother will take a good care of himself.
=)

2009-10-04T16:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing much really happened this few days just that there's a lot of arguments going on and i'm getting sick of it.
Well,i'm blogging at 7 am in the morning and i'm seriously lethargic(different word since most people are using the word,"shagged").
Well,glad to know that everyone has apologized now.
We all did get a lil carried away by our emotions,ego and anger and don't realise that it'll all come to nothing.

To Adlan;I received your message but sorry i can't reply since my prepaid is low anyway i see that your intention was all good? yes? no? i don't know.But if you really meant what you said then i forgive you.

I won't say that much just that thanks for helping us when we(the rejeks) needed help with our song and i miss hanging out with you and your presence.I'm sorry for what i've said.I hope that you be happy always and hope you have a bright future ahead.Hope to see you soon like you said if we cross each other's path.Hope to hear from you soon Lan Doherty.hahaha.

Anyway i've been spending a lot of time with my secondary school buddies and all this while i've been neglecting them and realised what an ass i was.
So i've been doing a lot of catching-up with Bob,Alem,Afiq,Syerzan,Mamat and Fad..
Bob was happy and surprised when i called him for the 1st time in 2 years? (his home phone).
I felt happy currently.
=)

Anyway jalan raye has been a blast.
Both with my secondary school friends and Ahjeys.
Had a lot of fun.
Miss my friends badly.

Movie marathons during the last week of holiday.
Watched a lot of shows ,malay shows especially(i don't watch malay shows that much).
Watched Bohsia(Nabila Huda hot gile),Terowong Casablanca(lame gile tkmo ngok.Draggy as hell will waste 2 hours of your life),Maut(great show,will change you(semangat due minute jek).
Wanted to watch Coming Soon but haiya Mamat's DVD player rosak lah i think.
Ass...

K geng.
Will update raye's pictures next time.
Sleepy~
tc!

2009-09-24T01:51:00.000-07:00

So nothing much really happened.
Currently listening to Stoned Revivals.
Feeling-feeling sorang2 katekan.hahaha.
So raya has been ok.My "payday" was ok lah.
First day 25 bucks! how pathetic! maybe cause i went jalan raya at 8pm.
hahahah.Anyway my makcik2 was reluctant to gave me any money though.hahaha.
But she asked me if i'm still schooling or not.My reply was simple."of course".
Felt like wearing my school lanyard whenever i'm going jalan raya just to show these makciks that i'm still schooling.
But i'll look desperate though.
Who cares.Money talks man.

2nd day is the most payau day caused i went to Woodlands pukimak peh payau.
Serious sia.
Visit my late grandmother's sister.
I missed her cause last year i didnt get to visit her.haish.
I can see JB from her kitchen window.
heh heh heh.
Jakun katekan.
Budak east side.
hah hah hah.

After that was soo pissed off with my mum cause our next stop was Punggol and she was supposed to call to check whether my makciks was at home but she didnt she was soo confident.
K nevermind.
Confident kan.
So we took a BUS TRIP SOMEMORE.
Jln TPE lah SLE lah sampai tertido2 dlm bus.
Takpe.
Hujan somemore.
Sekali dah basah kuyup reach there,KERINGGGGGG GILE.
tkde org kat rumah.

So dragged ourselves back to east side and visit my father's brother house and that was about it i slept till 3am.
hahaha.
So last two days i went to watch cinema with Amalu.(i know this sound fucking gay).
But trust me we was supposed to catch it with Syahid and Aishah but as usual i woke up late and missed it.
So Syahid and Aishah watched it first.
While we watch the 6 pm show.
Crow Zero 2 was the fucking BESTEST OF THE BEST MOVIE EVER!
I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR PART 3!(HOPEFULLY)

So i can literally bore myself to death here.(bedek ar).
So i can't wait to get out of this house and earn a living.
Start a fucking career and maybe start a family?(nahhhhh maybe when i'm 40? haha)
hahaha.

For now i have a few more years left to literally ADULThood.
After i've completed Government's gift to all men,National Service.-_-"!
So tc guys!
watching crow zero again!
GENJI!

2009-09-18T15:58:00.000-07:00

Crow Zero 2 is now showing in cinemas and i'm soo fucking excited to watch it again.
I think the first one was the best movie i've ever watched.
It just gave me this adrenaline rush everytime i watched it.
Especially the battle scene.
I should recommend everyone to watch this show!(provided you watch the 1st one,don't be like Merul please.)hahaha
GENJI!!!!!

Well as usual,nothing much really happened yesterday.
Only that went to buke at FP.
Pikir ramai orang amek kau sampai cume me,Hazreel,Nabila,Haqim and Bim.
bahek~
Then came the rest..
Played a lot of "bunge api" and Saufi made a cool one.
hahah
We also celebrated Paat's 20th birthday there.
It was not that happening cause not we're missing of Amsy,Adlan,Amelia and Ahmad but still it's still wonderful.
To my brother art,happy 20th birthday may you be happy always.
Have a blissful life ahead and hope you you will keep on improving with your bass and be as good as Flea!(k random!) hahaha.

Suddenly yay tomorrow Raye!
Come to think of it,a blink of an eye and it's already a month.
This month has been a quick one.
But ironically,i didnt fast for 5 days only.
That's a record.
hahaha
A lot of plans to do after raye.
Recording,play soccer,out with friends,bla bla bla.
Haiyoo..hahah

Anyway,my friend Mamat once told me this(a few weeks/days back),girls always say that guys are the same guys are this and guys are that.
But it's all because of GIRLS that all guys are the same.
I don't really understand it when i first heard it but after a while i managed to digest it into my brains.
Guys, understand this very well.
haha.
Girl's always say that guys gave them hope but in my opinion,it's better to gave someone hope rather than to say "i love you" and few weeks later being in a relationship with another guy.hahah.

So guys next time when girls says that all guys are the same,don't worry cause you know that it's not your fault....
it's theirs.
ngahaha.

Btw,I'm not sexist.
I love girls btw.
=)

CAmAT HaRi RayE !

2009-09-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

Whassup babyboys and babygirls?
hahahah
how is everybody's doing?
Well basically nothing much really happened these few days.
Just that this Sunday will be celebrating Hari Raya.
Damn just as i was about to feel happy something bad happened.
I just hope and pray for everything to be over and be how it used to be..
=(

Anyway this year i've been facing a lot of cabaran.
2009 is not a year to remember.
I've seen the downfall of my family,my fucking dad and i've realised how hard it is to be a father and a husband(not that i'm gonna become one soon -_-"!)
I've seen a lot of stuffs that really made me cried and i felt how it is to be in a shitty course in a shitty school.
Nevertheless,this year i've also achieved something which i never dream i would.
Something that really pushes me to my limits and mould me into becoming a better person.
This year is also the year that i met new friends that i'll cherished for the rest of my life.
People like Akid,Ahmad,Paat,Furqan,Saufi,Adlan,Amsy,Dannyboy,Amelia,Hazreel and not forgetting Bim.=)
They meant a lot to me..
=)

Of course,my bestest friends,Alem,Afiq,Mamat,Merul,Zan,Eder,Rull and Haziq..these guys are the greatest friends ever.They share my pain and even help me when i need them.
Of course i can never repay their kindness but i'll nvr forget them..I've known them more than 5 years and for Afiq,i've known him for 10 years,Merul 9 years and Mamat too..they are just too wonderful.

Anyway,i couldnt really care less about this issue that is going on..just wanna say to my secondary friends that i still love you guys..no matter what..even if u forget me..ye la..kalau muke aku jek tkde duet..kalau aku jek busy ngn band..hahaha..no worries..if that's your mindset of me then there's nothing i can do..heh..i still think about u guys..hahah..i hope u guys are doing well..and hope that u guys are happy..

No point getting angry..cause they're still my friends..hahah..
So yeah i hope u guys remember me also..
hope to spend time with you guys again soon..

There are no greatest friends of all because for me,all of my friends are the same.
No more no less..i love them all..
=)

2009-09-07T15:05:00.000-07:00

Today i'll be having my exams.
hahahah.
I hope i can copy.
Cause that what i'll always do.
Bleargh~
Hate ITE life !
I wish i could turn back the time to sec 2.
hahahahaha.
The greatest period of my life where all the kaki gereks were all in the same class.
Syahid,Naqib(gone),Dollah(gone),Anwar(hanyut),Alem,Eder,Mamat,Haerull,Khai Kahar,Syahir,Sam,Aqilah,Mirah,Nad..gerek ar..
Memories..how time flew by real fast without us realising it and we're all 18.
It seems just yesterday when we're just 14.
Now everyone is leading their own lives.
Hope everyone i mentioned is leading a happy life..
miss you guys..=(
I hope i can meet up with them soon since raye is just round the corner.

Anyway damn today i'll be returning back the violin bass.
damn..kinda miss it but too bad i didn't enjoyed the sound.
Thinking of going for thunderbird this time round.
Maybe Nikki Sixx special.
Favourite bassist of all time next to Sting.
Been wanting to used thunderbird for so long now.
Maybe after Haqim's O levels.
Damn..guess i'll be working back at Carrefour after raye.
Return of the Roti Boy.
hahahaha
Miss my job badly.
Even appearing in my dreams(?)

Anyway so sianx leh wanna return back the bass hah(chinese accent)..
sooo far lehx...(chinese accent)
wah piang eh!
Hardcase somemore!
Ninabueh chow chibai! bopianx!

AnYwAy TaKe CaRe HoRx!
DuN MuTe-MuTe K!
XOXO!

-__-"!

2009-09-02T13:50:00.000-07:00

Fuhhh~
It has been a while i think since i last updated maybe about a week ago or so i can't really recalled but you know i'm not an avid blogger like some people.
hahaha.
Anyway nothing much really happened this week.
Just struggling through the Holy month of Ramadhan.
Felt great this month.
Seriously,i can't wait for Hari Raya.
Some people should be fortunate instead of,"no mood for hari raya this year" bla..bla..bla..
Cause there are a lot of people out there.
Those who are unfortunate,would love to be in our place.
When we are happy with our nice traditional outfits,these people will be wearing the same outfit as they are wearing in their daily lives.
When we have families to visit,sadly,they don't even have one.
We should really thank god for everything.

I bet i'll most probably put on weight like most Hari Raya every year.
This year won't be a happy one for my family due to some problems but i believe that Hari Raya is the day we forget all our sadness and problems and just be happy.
=)

Anyway,i just went to Bazaar yesterday.
It wasn't that crowded and this year it's well organised.
There were a lot of girls.hahaha.
Most of them are minah reps so i don't really fancy them.
Looked for something that is more better which is...
FOOD!
HAHAHAH
IM FAT! SO WAD?
hahaha

After that i went to lepak at FP.
Came a guy who told us stories of him inside prison.
It was exciting and boring as well cause we were quiet for 3 fucking hours.
hahaha.
But it was all worth it.
ARMED ROBBERY!(Inside joke,ahaha)

School as usual.
Finished off my LLA project like finally.
hahaha.
Study week.
Fuck study week.
hahahaha

Watched Singapore Idol just now.
Was ok.
Not exciting as last season.
Cause there are no good looking malay guys.
hahaha(not sounding gay or what)
But that Nurul Huda wasted gile.
Haishhh..
She has a nice voice sia..
too bad for here there's no wildcard.

Cycle to lorong with mamat.
It has been a while now.
We had lots of fun especially the pump tyre nye part.
hahahahah
Searched for contraband cigarettes like finally.
It has been a while sia since i smoked contra ciggs.
My fav rokok of all time.

And i just cut my hair.
hahahah.
Short version of Blaine Harrison's hair.
Ok lah.
DIY.
pelan2 kayuh tunggu die grow ar geng~ haha

Ok my mum is shouting at me to eat sahur.
Update soon.
Find me at twitter!
(chey cam paham!) hahahah

see ya!

2009-08-24T10:32:00.000-07:00

Hello as you can see i'm pretty much vain when i'm using my sis lappy.
i know she's gonna scream at me for using her lappy but deep inside i know she wont mind cause she loves her big brother so much and i love her too.Nothing would ever replace her in my life.
Sometimes i wished that i don't even need a girlfriend cause the only girl i love is my sister.
hahaha.As much as we would get into fights , i'll always love her no matter what.I'll kill anyone who tries to hurt her(and this apply to Azhar as well.)hahaha.Just kidding.

Anyway,enough with this jiwang2 post,anyway my desktop is fucking down and the moment.
Great timing lak tu.Bile bulan puase.I'll be using my sis lappy for the moment.
hahaha.I think i'll not be online for a while.Just gonna slack at home doing what i love most and that is SLEEP! huahaha! Wishing that my big brother would buy a new desktop soon! please!!!!!!!!
hahaha

Anyway my blog has been very krit2.
No one even tagged it.
krit2 sia..not even hate tag.
haishh..so boring.
So i don't even know if there are people even viewing my blog.
hahaha
But that's ok.

Anyway,gigs have been great for us.
You know i feel that we are improving ourselves bit by bit and that goes to Crackerjack and Love Jets as well.
This is what we three wanted.
We never ever gonna look back.
We're gonna keep on progressing and keep on moving forward.
Even if there isnt anyone watching our shows be it a krit2 show,we know that we have each other as support and encouragement.
I hope we can really achieve the success one day.
=)

Hmmm..maybe some people were right.
"overnight" superstars don't deserve the respect that bands do.
Bands worked their ass off making sure everything is right.
Bands struggled to succeed and started off slow and can even took years to achieved success.
So bands deserved credits instead of critism.
Speaking of critism,i think people should mirror themselves when they critisise others.
After all no one is perfect.

Anyway i kept thinking if i would have a pretty looking girlfriend who can sing that would totally be awesome.
Everyday she would serenade me to sleep.
And we could sing together,with each other and to each other..
hahahaha
Nahhh just kidding.
Not in a rush for this crazy little thing called,"love".
If she'll come,then she'll come.
The day i would fell in love again would be the day i'll shaved off my head!!!!!!!!!
(cakap jek) HAHAHAH

Ok gang,selamat berpuasa!
tak sabar shey nak raye!
wuhooO!OO!O!
kueh mueh! F&N!! Rendang! Ketupat! Lontong!!!!!!!!!!!! fuhhH!HH!H!HH~
gemokK~K~KK~
GemoK~KK~K~K
hahaha

love you.

2009-08-16T12:51:00.000-07:00

The Rejeks-Hopefully With Time
Tapestry 09.
Watch Haqim's expression everytime i went crazy.
And Amalu's happy-go-lucky face when he hits the cowbell.haha
That's just me.haha

Anyway,
Hello everyone.
How are you guys currently doing?
Well my blog is kinda dull and plain and empty but who cares anyway.
hahaha
Anyway nothing much has been happening last week.
Other than i'm back to being "broke" and i spent my saturday watching the bangs.
Fucking cool band.
My favourite of the moment.
Do check them out at www.myspace.com/thebangssg
hahaha.
Anyway this week last week.
After that puase.
To budak2 gemok macam kite,harap kite bersabar.
Nanti lepas "bang" soundtrack kite sume leh boncet kan lagi peyut kite.
Jadi FLABBERGASTED!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

Saturday 2 free gigs in one day.
Both before buke.(damn)
Mati lah aku.
Confirm2.
We'll be playing at Junction 8 and Youth Park around late afternoon.
I got a bad feeling about this.
hahaha.
Hope there will still be a crowd.
ahaha
Sunday gig also but naseb lepas buke.
Cam tak sabar pulak nak puase.
Mesti lah! tak sabar nak raye!
fuhhh! ketupat,serondeng,lontong..
AH AH AH! BUDAK GEMOK DAH BERIMAGINASI!
hahahaha
kk see you soon

2009-08-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Well,i don't know why but i have this suddenly strange feeling of updating my blog.
I don't know.
It still does gonna make me look stupid.

Well,last week things have been better for me.
I went to school(only for 2 days).
Did my phase test and finally bought my jobsheets and theory book.
But still i hate school.
hahaha

Anyway,on Thursday i was literally pissed off cause our gig at Scape which was supposed to take place on Saturday was canceled due to some admin problems.
The reason why was because i had already bought what i was planning to wear on that day.
But damn,it was shattered.
But i guess that's ok.

So on Saturday,went out with my friends.
You know same old routine.
Hang around.
Went to Mustafa at 11.
Bought a shoe.
LAST THING I'M GONNA BUY.
Cause duit dah nak abes ar geng.
hahahaha

Anyway yesterday ND,while people are either going to city area to catch the fireworks,we were at Mosi Cafe at Haji Lane,slacking.
There,we also watched Singapore Idol.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
BAHAN GILE!
SAPE DAH NPK DIAM2 EH!
SAPE TK TAU..SHHHHHH! HAHAHAHAH
hahaha

After that met Syza and joined us for a while.
Walked to Hong Lim Park area there and suddenly they wanna jam.
So randomly,we jammed.
hahaha

After jamming,we slacked at Clarke Quay.
listened to Dan's story telling which wasted more than 5 mins of our lives and talk about movies etc bigfoot mansturbate while watching porno mags,tupac shakur's conspiracy,Tasha bapok flashing her/his lower part of her/his dress,Hazreel hlang bag,angin berkencang dengan kuat terus tunggu first bus abeh balek.
Unexpectedly, a great day.
hahahah

k tc !

2009-08-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

Last fri had a so called gig at ITE Clementi.
Was ok.
Had fun.Any gig that had me sweating like mad means i enjoyed it .
hahaha.
To the organisers,you guys were great.
Felt bad you guys.
But we were sincere about helping you guys so we had fun.
=)

On saturday spent my day watching some gig at Haji Lane.
hahaha.
Saw a lot of faces there.
Had a bit of fun cause i hate it when half of my wonderful saturday is gone due to watching gig.
But it was cool nevertheless.
Anyway some funny thing happened..
me akid amalu saufi bim and haqim were chased by this mad guy at Hong Lim and we ran our ass off.
hahaha.
kekek gile.
Lepak at clarke quay till morning and slept like a pig.

Yesterday went to Mustafa with my family.
Treat them a bit since i had some money.
Felt great.
Fucking lots of banglas i just hate them.
I just wished they would perished away.
But who would do the buildings if they're gone?
so there's still some side effects to it.
I still believed that Singapore would be a foreign country in years to come.
Bangla,chinaman,filipinos,thailands taking over.
Bit by bit.
And Singapore flag will be a mixture of colours.
I can only imagine.

Didnt took my phase test just now.
Doze rabak tido.
hahaha
Watching the kooks on youtube.
Falling in love with Luke Pritchard all over again(not literally.)
hahaha

Tomorrow will be meeting Bonn to buy skinnies.
and some shirts i guess.For saturday's gig at Youth Park.
Do feel free to drop by coz its free of course.
It has always been our dream to play there.
=)

Anyway here are some of the pics.
Pictures took with Mira(my good friend from sec 1),her cousin,Ain,Furqan from Love Jets(miss him though) and the rest you know i know..

I love my shirt.

That's all folks for now.
=)

2009-07-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

Inside the bus.On the way.

On the way to our hotel near City Square.

Bilek Bujang.Supposedly 4 but in the end...

Practice a bit before the gig.

Trying to do a Jordan Knight's,"Baby,i believe in you" pose but failed terribly.

Enjoying ourselves at the gig.Or we're trying to.=)

Our turn.Ignore the bubbles.But still looks cool though.

This "adik" took away my spec and there goes revealing my chinese small eyes.-_-

Aftermath;Me,Merul and Adlan.At wee hours in the morning.Still partying.(ignore the handsign anyway.)

Getting ourselves ready to go home as you can see from the expression on my face how excited i am of going back home.(merul's still getting ready).

"We're gonna miss JB!"

Lastly,the Hero On Earth showing the view from the top.=)

You can view the pictures at my facebook if you want.
see you there!
=)

2009-07-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

Just came back from JB guys!
GEMPAK GILE!
TERBAIKKKK!
hah hah hah.

Totally enjoyed the trip.
It was a great moment for us and Crackerjack and not forgetting those who came.
The gig was O-K only.
not that i didn't enjoyed it but it was ok.
I spoke in malay.
It sounded crap and i was making Amy Search's accent.
hahahah.Merul was laughing on drums.haha
The only thing i enjoyed was travelling with ahjeys and spending time with them.
hah hah hah.

Anyway,a little summary of what happened on Saturday.
Met those guys then reached there around 12.
We ate at Marrybrown then sume dah flabbergasted ah ah ah dah start ar tu malas nak perform.
Perangai gemok!~
Our hotel was ok ar.
Just that the bed was fucking hard sia .
So our room was supposedly consisted of me,Haqim,Merul and Bonn.
Slack for a while,run around half naked or maybe perhaps naked then get ready for gig.
hahaha

The place was ok.
But IT WAS FUCKING ISOLATED GILE BABI.
UNDERGROUND GILE.
So i can't imagine JB people going there to watch gigs.
Seeing mat malaysia here and there damn there faces is soo distinctive.
One look can tell.
hahaha

After everything me,Nurul,Bim,Merul and Hazreel went back first at 10 i think while some stay to watched the gig and some who went elsewhere.
So the five of us lepaks at Hazreel's room for a while smoke freeflow Dunhill black.
Actually seeing all those different types of cigarettes really made me confused like fuck.
hahaha.
Watched Ace Ventura.
Fucking lethargic but not sleepy yet.
hahaha

So we went to eat at nearby coffee house.
Ate Roti Prata opps! i mean canai!
hahaha
The dalcha steam gile!
But the server looked pissed at us.
Thanks to merul and me who can't stop making fun of him.
hahaha

Reached back,A "party" going on,Bonn kene "sausage"..hahahah
No one were drunk thank god.(i don't drink.)
Went back to my room.
Closed the lights and talk cork session and suddenly i realised that it was already morning and Haqim was besides me instead of Merul and Merul was on the floor.
Mane tak,Adlan,Amsyar,Haqim,Bonn and me were all stuffed in a normal sized bed.hahaha
(which is combine into 2.)

Get ourselves ready and checked out at 12.
Was home sicked.
Missed my family badly especially my mum and sis.
We were a bit late thanks to Bonn!
Fucker eat kuachi sampai tak selere nak tidor.hahaha
bersepah! haha

Went to Bundle and bought a sort of polo shirt.
Was looking for kemeje though.
shit man.
Eat again at Marrybrown.
Suddenly i realised i was down to my last money and i bought the cheapest cigarette there called,"Promax" and smuggled in here.
Worth it cause it cost only 5.20 ringgit.
hahaha

Split ways after that.
What a gerek gile oppps gempak gile trip.
Hope the KL gig jadi at the end of the year.
Can't wait sia!
Missed ahjeys badly!
=(
Hope to go overseas with them again!
k so long!

Anyway Saufi will be having a hard time uploading the pics.
HAH HAH HAH
And "video baik" jgn lupe edit eh art and akid.=)

K dah excitement dabes dah geng.
=)

2009-07-20T10:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but after blog hopping and seeing my friend(s) celebrating birthday(s) with their cakes and their loved ones besides them just made me jealous.
But in a good way of course.
I never really had a "Happy" Birthday before.
I just hate my life.
But at least i should be grateful to God that i still remember my birthday while they're some unfortunate people out there who's living without a single clue who they are or who their parents are.
Life would be meaningless then.
My mum describes me as someone who has anger problems and someone who doesn't know what he wants in life.
That may be true but what she doesnt know is that what i want in life is what i would never get.

The only thing i'm happy right now is playing music.
When i'm down all i did was take out a pen and tried to think of something to write.(lyrics).
While i think i HONESTLY SUCKED at it caused the only song i ever wrote was "Hopefully With Time",i think i have a large amount collection of "junk" lyrics to laughed about.At least that made me happy.

Some might labeled me as a cheeky person,a playboy,some might say i'm a flirt and a heartbreaker while some might say i'm arrogant from the first look.
But i do have feelings too.
And seeing couples holding hands,cherishing each other,going out on a date,teasing each other just really gives me the creeps.
But in a confused way of course.
Sometimes i felt that what i've been missing in my life is "Love" but while i'm ready to open up my heart back it seems so strange because i felt akward.
Yes i admit i'm choosy(most of my friends would agree to this) but i think it's for the better.
Cause if ,IF,Ifffffffffffffffffffffffffff...I would have another relationship(which i doubt so) i want this one to last for God knows how long.
=)

Long live lovers out there..

2009-07-19T11:16:00.000-07:00

Its been a while now since i update this blog.
This week has been a great week.
I've been turning up to school more than expected.
hah hah hah.

Anyway on Saturday went to see Love Jets perform at Tapestry,Taka.
Was a great set!
hahaha
"You fooled me once,you fooled me twice....!"
hahaha.Still my favourite song.
After that went to FAD studio to see the Rocking Popcorn gig.
But merul and me was having problems with cash so we opted to stay out.
Damn we missed Pinholes set!
fuck sia! heard it was fucking happening!
Until Fahmi hentak kerusi sume kat luar..me and merul was flabbergasted!(the original term of it is amazed)..hahaha.

Just now was our set at Taka.
It was fun.
A lot of old friends turned up.
Thanks guys.
Was happy with the show.
Although there were some cork ups here and there.
But who cares at least i have fun..haha

Anyway i can't wait for JB's gig!
next week!
but im running out of cash!
sigh..
see how la..

k take care ppl!

2009-07-06T15:09:00.000-07:00

in a few hours time i'll be off to school.
Having problems with sleeping.
I went to sleep around 1.30am and i don't know it feels like i doze off a bit.
But i woke up around 5 am and this fucking bed bugs is killing me and this time they're huge as fuck.

Anyway,i've sold my bass to a filipino dude or i think.
He has this weird accent that Nabil used to make..and they sound so fucking the same that i thought it was really Nabil trying to pull a prank on me.
Buying a "....." bass for the meantime.
Nice bass.
Kinda cool.
Gonna try to adapt using it while my baby's gone.
=(
sobsob..

Anyway,Its been weeks since MJ's death.
The death of an true icon.
News can't stop talking about him.
His death is bigger than Elvis and Princess Diana's death.
Can't believe he's gone...for real.

I used to be scared of him when i was little.
Cause of Thriller of coz.
And also after watching Moonwalker the part when he turns into a freaking robot gave me nightmares as a kid.
of cause people would tipped him off by saying a lot of stuffs about him.
He's a molester,weirdo,freak,fake nose,fake skin,white wannabe but i think genuine he's one of the nicest guy in the world.
Im not really fond of him but i respect his work.
Can't believe he's gone.

Right now people can't stop talking about him.
Making lil tributes and stuff but why talk about him now?
when he's dead?
Why can't you appreciate and talk about him when he was alive?
Instead calling him names..

Goodbye King Of Pop.
May you join the other kings there.
King Of Rock And Roll-Elvis Presley
King Of All Voices-Freddie Mercury

R.I.P

ciao!

2009-07-01T05:36:00.000-07:00

Im having cramps all over my body from my hands to my legs.
But it was all worth it.
Cause yesterday we went to East Coast,Cage and played soccer there.
A lot of old secondary school friends were there.
It was just like last time.
We had a lot of fun.
Team Rp was the leading team but we won them during the last match.
Credits to the partnership between me and Merul.
hahahah.

After that it was fun cause me,Afiq,Alem,Haziq,Bob,Haris,Wandel went swimming in the sea.
It was fun!
haha.Just like the old times.
After that we dragged Merul inside.
Swim here and there,crack a few jokes..laugh alot..
Then changed and went back.

Went to eat at Simpang Bedok after that with my family.
The vanilla shake is fucking damn nice !
Steam gile sak.

Tonne at Syerzan's house after that just like old times till 9 am.
hahaha.
Went home and get some sleep till 530pm.
What a day.
ahaha

Anyway this are some of the pics we took yesterday:

Singapore's Thunder From Down Under
hahah!

A bit darker picture but at least it's nice.

the 2nd one.

Just like old times!
Overall great day yesterday.
update soon!

2009-06-29T12:56:00.000-07:00

Im currently listening to A-Ha's"Hunting high and low."
Been listening to a lot of David Bowie,Craig David,Flock Of Seagulls and John Legend.
And it's 4 am in the morning.
Nothing much really happened this holiday.
Only the first few days after that it kinda get back to the same after O level routine which is wake up very late,online till late,watch junk movies and lepaks till morning.

On the other hand also,im not looking forward for school cause you know how much i hate school.
But there's one thing for sure that i can't wait and that is JB's gig!
Heard that Crackerjack will be joining us which would be cool but i feel bad for Love Jets though but i hope that they can come also.
It would be fun !
hah hah hah
I heard from Ahmad that the bursary money would be next week.
Hmmmm! Still i can't wait again...!
hahahaha

Suddenly i realised that i'll be playing at cage tomorrow.
Shit man! i gotta wake up early!
Please!
Hopefully..

ok update again soon..

2009-06-23T13:29:00.000-07:00

Its 430 am and i'm not asleep yet.
Today i got lots of business going on.
hahaha.As you know i'm selling most of my t-shirts since i have lots of it and i'm not really using it and if you're between my size and you ran out of t-shirts,just pm me or msg me at my number 82420166 although my prepaid is low but just leave a name and i give u a call.
Im also selling my shoes.
Unfortunately my high heel boots is already sold to Bim at a good price.
I'm a bargain man.Anything that fits my offer will do.
As long as lepas my duit rokok and duit bus will do.
hahaha.
I'm selling my purple lacoste shoes it's in good condition,i think.
around 6/10.
So it's a good bargain.
So if you're interested at some of my shirts(if you've seen me wearing it) you can just pm me.
Money talks man right now.
hahaha.

Anyway,i've just finished watching Angels and Demons and at first the content is a bit too deep for me to understand since it's more related to religious stuff.
Don't get me wrong,i've watched Da Vinci Code before and i think it's nothing similar to it.
I was expected like you know "treasure hunting" or maybe you know some hunting but instead they're finding what would the next step of the kidnapper be..

but the plot was fucking cool.
Expect the unexpected.
Seriously...Watch the ending! seriously,when this "unexpected" lit himself on fire.
Fucking realistic.
I played it back a few times although it gives me the creeps but it's fucking realistic.
Cool movie i would say..i'll give it 7/10?
hahaha

Currently i'm watching Prison Break season 4 episode 10 and unfortunately Brad Bellick died.
Ironically,he was somehow a character which i described as the character which everyone hates but love as well.
I hated him during the first and second season.
But after knowing him a lot better during the third season he has an emotional background.
Just like Mahone.I hated him also.
But after knowing his story,i pitied him as well.

But T-Bag is my favourite character apart from Sucre.
he's someone who everybody hates but love to see in the show just to continue hating him.
hahahah.I love his lines.

Can't believed i grew up my teenage life watchin that show.
Ever since i was 15.
hahaha.
Bring back a lot of memories.

Anyway,i can't fucking wait for the Johor gig.
I know i'm like making it sounds like as if we're playing in UK or something but seriously i never really expected it.Over a year plus of being together from a 5 piece band to a 6 piece band and now to a 3 piece band.I'm pretty much happy that we're still going strong despite many critisism from people.(it's normal for everyone to hate right?)
After waiting patiently for quite some time now and seeing Love Jets and Crackerjack rising first..It gave us the motivation to be as good as them.I'm sure that those lads are pretty much proud of us as much as we do.I've always wanted the 3 of us to "make" it one day..i hope that day will come..maybe soon maybe not so soon but i hope it'll come..

At first i thought that maybe this is not what i wanted..
being in a band..
Thoughts of quitting ran through my mind a few times before..
But come to think of it..
I think maybe this is my "destiny".
Those guys in my band are my best friends and i love and i'm soo used to playing music with them till i can't picture myself being in other bands or just being solo.

and maybe playing the bass while singing does sounds like cool.
If Paul Mccartney can do it,Gene Simmons can do it,Sting can do it,Why not?
So i'll stay together for The Ahjeys !

Yeah!

Cheers guys!

Hopefully with time..

2009-06-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

Dreaming about you wasn't enough..
I wish i didn't have to woke up from my lovely dream..
It was the first time you came into my dream after such a long time..
You were stunning as you were in real life..
I wish i didnt have to woke up..i wish i could feel you again..touch you...just tear you apart like i used to..
In that dream you smiled and said,"i missed you,Fareez" and you left..
Maybe god is trying to sent me a message..

BUT FAT HOPE FAREEZ!
WAKE UP LAH FUCK!

You have grown now..looking more prettier than ever..
i somehow wish you were still mine..something that i've yet to get over with..
But at least our memories together wasn't a dream..
Maybe to me alone not to you..
Maybe you don't feel a thing..Maybe i don't exist in your life anymore.

BUT GOD TELL ME WHY CAN'T I GET OVER HER??!?!

Tell me please..

BUT

WHATS GONE IS GONE.
ONLY MEMORIES..
NOW IS THE TIME TO SHINE....!

GIRLS,GIRLS AND MORE GIRLS!

Masih-masih..

2009-06-20T13:34:00.000-07:00

It's in the wee hours in the morning.
My fucking eyes is killing me.
Nevertheless,i decided to update due to some of the "happening" moments that took place days back.
hah hah hah.

On Thursday,we had our gig at Home Club.
Our first gig there.
Fucking great venue.
Great soundman and sound system and also the mat sallehs there are fucking supportive or what.
hahaha.
I think that was our best show to date.
I fucking love it.

Although we're not confident of pulling it off due to lack of jamming,we proved ourselves wrong.
It was a bit pressure for us cause Pinholes was watching us from below instead of we watching them but it all went smoothly.
"New Song" was fcuking sweet !
I think it's my favourite original song,for now.
ahahaha.

Thanks everyone for being there.
I love you guys !
Hearts u!

Anyway just now i woke up late cause i was at Afiq's crib till 5 am.
I woke up at 3 and i realised Crackerjack is having acoustic session at 530 !
So i rushed my ass off there.
hahaha.
It was a great set!
Those guys are one talented bunch !
hahah.

After that went lepaks all.
Went home after that.

Anyway,we'll be performing at Malaysia on 25th of July.
It will be our BIGGEST exposure to date.
It would be a great moment for us.
I know it's just johor but still overseas right? HAH HAH HAH
CAN'T WAIT SIA!
AHAHAHA
Ape lagi Dunhill arh!
hahaha.

Can't wait for my bursary money though.
hehehehe.

Anyway can't wait for my destiny to be fulfill.
Always remember,be patient..=)

Tapestry audition today!
=)

THIS FUCKING BEDBUGS ARE GIVING ME PROBLEMS!
WWJWW9KW01W1`-Q`==SM9WS29299!!!!!

BYE!

2009-06-15T12:55:00.000-07:00

I'm confused..
She's the nicest and sweetest girl i've ever met..
I'm guilty for coming into her life in the first place..
Maybe i don' deserve someone as pure as her..

I'm just a fucking idiotic asshole..
I suck at relationship and i suck at this thing called,"Love".
I don't wanna break your heart..
Cause sooner or later i know i would..

Call me whatever you want..i deserved it..

2009-06-08T11:57:00.000-07:00

I didnt make it through for Singapore Idol.
Some may be disappointed,some may feel expected,some may be shocked but lemme me tell you i'm more disappointed guys.
My heart sank when i get my result.
A big thank you to my bestest best friend Afiq Shah for waiting in the queue with me for 10 hours despite the hot fucking weather.
I know you waited for nothing.
I'm sorry bro..at least i did tried.
Also a big thank you to Fahmi and Syahid for being there.
You guys are great.

It was truly a unexpected moment for me.
I was really depressed.
But come to think of it,I'm fucking 18 for goodness sake..I still have a long way to go.
I'm still young,raw and inexperienced.
I still have a lot to learn.
It's a long way to the top if you wanna make it big.
Taufik won it when he's 24,Hady won it when he's 26.
So i'll still be 21-22? when the next season arrives.
I can give a million of excuses to myself but i only have myself to blame.
All i can do now is buck up and you know concentrate on improving myself.

You know life sucks when you don't get what you want.
But i believed that everyone's fate is already made up by God himself.
Maybe i'll be sad and depressed now but maybe my fate will change in years to come
Who knows?
God is our master and we are all his puppets.
He decides the game that we play.

But it was a great experienced overall.
I was proud with myself for enduring the heat and waited patiently.
Although most of the time i felt like giving up.
Thanks to Afiq again for forcing me to go for it.
I won't let you down Afiq.
Maybe it's not my time yet but one day i'm sure i'm gonna make you proud of me.
I will never stop believing and going for my dream.
As long as i'm living.

Also a big thank you to our "Big Brother" Hady Mirza for encouraging us and giving us tips.
What a great guy.
I've always wanted to meet you in person and i did that.
You're still my favourite idol,Hady.
I was more nervous singing in front of him rather than the unknown judges.(you wanna know the full story ask me.)
Hope we'll meet again Hady in the near future i hope so.
heh heh heh.

To Ahjeys;sorry for disappointing you guys.=(
I did tried my best.

Ok now i'm kinda looking forward for new stuffs.
Something that i've been missing.
Wanna try out new things.
Maybe new sports,activities and a new life.
Trying to mould myself into becoming a "man".(Chey Chey Chey)

My heart's just not interested in playing music anymore.
Maybe just for the sake of playing it.
Maybe i'll be missing for a while.
Trying to find some peace of mind and get a grip of myself again.

But music is inevitable to me.
The Rejeks will be back soon..
I'll be back soon.

Anyone wanna form a boyband with me?
I'm interested in acapella and vocal groups.
Boyband are not gays lah fuck.
Although most boyband members are.
Everyone listens to boyband when they're little.
(don't try to deny it.)

Anyone? Anyone?
Ok i'm just being lame.
hah hah hah.

Anyway holidays are coming soon.
Still i can't wait...

So long people.

*hiatus*

Be back soon..

2009-06-04T20:53:00.001-07:00

Yesterday i doze up while chatting with Adlin.
Sorry Adlin!
if you're reading this!
hahahah
"Someone's" birthday is tomorrow.
hehehe
Hope to give you the best birthday present!
You know i know..
heehehe

k im fucking nervous.
hahaha
Fuhhhh! Pressure running wild..
hahaha..

hmmm..i don't know what to update about.
Going off to meet Bimbo later.
hahaha.
k all the best people!
Wish me luck!

=)

2009-06-02T11:39:00.001-07:00

Nothing much really did happened today.
Im blogging cause this "makcik" keeps on pestering me to update everyday turning me into some kind of a freaking active blogger.
hahaha.
Anyway i better blog everyday in order to avoid her punishment.
hahaha.Ade-ade jek.

In the morning,had a quarrel with my mum.
It really fucking pisses me off..
And i didnt really talk to her the whole day.

But just now,when i was walking to school,i was think about her.
The times i spent with her when i was kid..
When i believed everything she said to me..

I recalled when i was 6 and was walking this so called path with her and there would be this huge tree and as we were walking i remember asking her why is this tree so huge?
She replied,"It came from Jack and the Beanstalk."
Guess what?
I actually believed it sia.
And i have this mentality that Jack really does exist and fairy tales was true
until i grew bigger and realised the truth.
hah hah hah.
But it was funny though..
i miss the times i spent with her..

But things had to changed huh..
Sometimes i wish i could turn back the clock.
and cherish every moment of it..

anyway,nothing much really happened at school.
Came to school for nothing.
Cabot lesson met Ahmad and some hairdressing girls.
Lepak for a while..
Went home and sleep..

While i was sleeping,i felt this sharp fucking pain on my leg..
i was screaming my lungs off..
hahaha..
luckily my dad is there..
went back to sleep.
Woke up around 8.
Met Ahmad,Bim and Amalu.
Adlan paitau dah balek~
hahahaha

Went home after that.
Anyway can't wait for season 4 of Prison Break!
Been an avid prison break maniac since sec 3!
hahahah

k have fun..

i dream in 3 days..

2009-06-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

Since "someone" has been pestering me to update so here goes nothing.
Nothing much really did happened really today.
Just that my fucking cough has returned(since 3 weeks ago) and it's fucking killing me again.
And i think right now,it finally made me realised the benefits of not being a smoker.
My gums dah tak handsome sia.Luckily it didn't spoilt my teeth.
Please ar.
I think the moment it stained on my teeth i think that's it.
It's time to say goodbye phillip morris and gang.

My mum keeps on nagging about this issue and it bores me.
You know the first few times yeah i admit it's really frustrating hearing your mum nagging about this issue but after a while,you'll get used to it till you become bored of it.

School tomorrow~ sigh~
Gettting sick and tired of school life.
I don't know how many times i've been saying this but yeah,it's true.
haish~

And guess what..
i'm sleeping on the sofa right now.
INVASION OF THE BED BUGS!
fuck sia.
I fucking hate bed bugs sia.
Its fucking everywhere sia.
On my mum's bed,my bed! EVERYWHERE!
MY WHOLE FAMILY IS PARANOID RIGHT NOW.
Especially my mum and dad.
hahaha.
My mum says she woke up every one hour just to checked on the bed.
Imagine improper sleep.
What will it lead?
pity her though.
My dad?
Gone case.
Complains here and there.
Bukan nak buat pape.

Lemme tell you one thing..
there's a reason why they created this so called phrase/sentence,"Sleep tight,don't let the bed bugs bite..".
Now i fucking now why.
cause IT FUCKING HURTS WHEN THEY BITE YOU!
SAKIT GILE BABS!
I NEARLY CRIED SAK!
=(

Now i'm sleeping in my bro's room while he's undergoing NS.
Cosy bed.
But you know,those bed that you wish you'll still be sleeping at 6 am.
hahahah

Anyway,that motherfucking Edward Cullen you fucking gigolo vampire who sells your gay look trying to seduce gays/girls fuck you la vampire.

k update already "makcik".
hahaha.
Pray for my speedy recovery guys..~

I Dream in 4 more days~

=)

2009-05-30T11:42:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 11 am.Kinda shocked.hahaha.
Merul called me asking to go out with him and i said yes.
So we went out at first i met him at Macpherson chibai i wanted to used the public phone then i picked up the phone fucking smelly sia..got ppl's saliva..EWWWWW!
Smell fucking bad sia.
Then i walked a bit to a decent shop and called him.
And we took 65 and we had 3 choices.
To go to town which we're already sick of.
To go to city hall area which is my favourite.
Or to go to harbourfront which sounds exciting but a bit draggy to go there.

So we decided to go town again.
A lot of familiar faces here and there.
All those "famous" people argh whatever screw them anyway.
Walked here and there like no life people.
Met Haziq at Fareast and after that met Afiq,Khai and Syz.

Then took the bus to Penin.
At least lagi faedah kan.
Met Bim there.
The 3 of us chilled at Esplanade rooftop.
Legend sia tempat.
hahaha.I think it's been 2 years since i went there.
hahahaha.
Talk a bit of crap.

Then Adlin msg then met her inside the train.
Now a bit pressure for me cause a lot of people inside the train and Bim and Merul was picking on me adding salt to my pressure.hahaha.
A bit paisey also.hahaha
Then we stopped at Tampines(i think it's the first time i stopped there).
hahaha.
Then went lepak and after that went home.
hahaha

Adlin if you're reading this remember you owe me something! hahaha
=D

2009-05-28T11:46:00.001-07:00

Just wanna say sorry to fir for messing up his bike just now.
hahaha.
aku tau fir aku dah banyak menyusahkan kau..minta maaf banyak-banyak.
hahaha.
He's a great guy.Felt very guilty of troubling him so much.
Sorry Fir once again.
Hmmm.

Just now i did my practical test.
I was one hour late.
Everyone was about to finish when i came.
SO you can basically feel my pressure.
At first i don't fucking understanding a shit on how to plot the circuit but after 15 mins of staring at it,it finally makes sense.
hahaha.
So i was rushing and actually we had to confirm with our teacher whether the circuit is right or wrong before switching on the power voltage but i ignored it and guess what,smoke was coming out from it and it smells pretty bad.
Everyone was laughing while i'm there standing,looking stunned and the pressure is still there.

So i managed to pull it off eventually.

Anyway,everyone in the class pass for this term.
I dont know how the fuck i can pass.
Which is a fucking irony but heck care.

Anyway,i believed that someone out there is made for us.
God must have given us a soulmate...of different gender of course.
You fucking homos can go and die.
Anyway,like i said,everyone of us is fated for someone..
So for all you single girls and boys..don't lose hope aites.
you will find your love one day.
=)

if you don't then don't worry there's always tagged.com which have this meet me interest maybe you can find your soulmate there.HAH HAH HAH
BUT ON A SERIOUS NOTE,Never give up on love cause it is the greatest feeling one can ever feel..

For me..i hope i can find her and she can find me..
i hope so..

Ok Thank God Its Friday tomorrow.
So off to sleep now.

K Adlin dah update dah.=)

2009-05-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

Anyway yesterday went out with Akid,Amelia,Amalu,Art,Haqim,Syafiq,Zari,Syed.
A bit pressure for me cause i've waited for amalu,syafiq and syed for 1 hour lebih at Bras Basah.
So you can understand the pressure i'm feeling.
Anyway i didnt tagged along with my ex classmates today cause i don't have money.
Not that i dont want to or nothing related to "REJEKS" like some would say(referring to Bob,Mamat,Alem" but i badly wanted to go though.
Missed my ex classmates badly.
=(

I just got myself a new haircut.
Unlike a month ago,this haircut sucks badly like fucking badly i look like chibai secondary school kid like kanina ite also sway stupid hate school fucking school fucking rules fucking lah!
luckily hair will grow..hahaha.
Just bear the pain and humiliation for a while till it grows back.
hahaha

Dont worry art! aku tetap syg ko! aku tk kn tinggalkan ko!
hah hah hah!
you are my lucky charm!
hah hah hah!

ANYWAY HAPPY BDAE TO CHUCKY!(FURQAN) WHO TURNS 18 TODAY!
HURHURHUR!
BE HAPPY ALWAYS AND ALL THE BEST WITH LOVE JETS!

k !! update again soon!

2009-05-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

So this week i'm kinda proud with myself cause i was only absent on Tuesday(as usual).
hah hah hah.
SO must give a round of applause.
hahaha.
Anyway just now i don't know sia what's the motive of going to school.
Reach school half and hour late then do revision until 9 then at first my friend ask to go break then she replied,"NO!"..then she paused for a while then she said,"be back by 10".
I think that's the longest break sia we ever had.
Funny/weird teacher.

After that came back and do the test.
Funny sia.
I think sume distinction sak test.
*you know i know eh*
hahahah
After that went home alone.
Pressure sak die peh panas.
Amalu has not been contacting me for quite some time now.
Hmmmm..

Anyway,i'm finally using my old samsung phone back.
Love that phone.
So much memories.
Old pictures,barang baek(hehe),songs and messages.
*masih2* HAH HAH HAH
yeah.
But no pp though.
hurhur.

Anyway,i don't know why people are leaving friendster and kutok-ing friendster.
I mean it's not that bad right?
I mean cmon lah don't forget our roots.
Long before myspace,tagged,facebook,adultfriendfinder(?) were there,friendster and hi-5(legend dok) were already been there done that sia!
Zaman2 amek gmbr posing james bond beh upload friendster.
Who could forget sia!
hah hah hah
k random

Anyway,tomorrow must go back to school for some CIP shit.
Damn i'm so lazy.
What to do.
So all those taking o levels,make sure you study hard and go to a good poly.
ITE sucks seriously.
-_-

love u.

2009-05-17T09:39:00.000-07:00

My eyes is killing me.
I'm damn sleepy.
Yesterday tonne session was fun with Norah,Merul and Mamat.
Laughed alot.
Anyway Norah sorry if you're bored.heh heh heh
Nevermind,there's always next time! Hope next time it will be fun!

Anyway woke up at 4pm just now.
I eventually went for that stupid family function thingy.
hahaha.
It kinda felt different.
I was talking with my aunty and my cousin for the first time in 4 years.
It kinda felt awkward but still yeah.
Many commented on my hair as usual.
hahaha.

But as we are happy there,i was thinking about my other uncle family who is in a family crisis.
They were playing a flashback video of 2001 hari raya.
My family was joyous and happening back then.
Now...It still feels different.

To Cik Lin,Ashraf and Pakcik..miss you guys always.Will always remember you guys even though you guys had gone separate ways.Thank you for taking care of me since i was little and pampered me with everything i didn't asked for.You guys are my 2nd parents and even though things might have changed now,my memories with you guys will never changed and will never fade.God bless you three..Wishing i could turn back time when you guys were one small happy family.=(

no mood really..
missing this one great family.
tc,..

and my aunty gave me this so called present and guessed what she gave me?
A CIGARETTE BOX WITH A ZIPPO AND MY NAME ENGRAVED ON IT.
FUCK SIA.
FUCKING SARCASTIC GILE BABI.
-_-

tc

2009-05-14T16:19:00.000-07:00

Here i am blogging in the wee hours in the morning.
I should be changing to go to school.
Instead i'm sitting here typing nonsense.
And i'm typing in a dark environment since ALL of my lamps/wall light is spoilt.
Hmmm.Should probably get a new one.

Anyway,I don't feel like going to school today.
I don't know why.Damn tired and lazy.
And my sister is sick.
So i need to take care of her.
hahahahha.

Anyway,lemme tell you something.
That makes me hate going to school even more.
In my class there's this weird/gay/desperate guy who don't have any friends and he kept pestering me and Haziq.
He was damn fucking irritating.
Guess what? We had the same hair!
What a fucking copycat.-_-
He kept asking me stupid questions and all the boys in my class labeled him,'straight edge'
because he didnt smoke.
He kept touching me which really irks me.
I swear i feel like smacking his fucking face everytime he looked at me.
He kept messaging me and asking me question like,"besok ko gi skola?"
5 mins later,"nape tk reply?"

Haziq was more worse.
He watched Haziq's match at Springfield,ALONE.
hahahaha.Haziq pon malas nk lyn die.
He kept messaging Haziq like,"Kau support ape club? Arsenal eh?"
"Haziq ko tinggal chinatown eh? aku nak lepak ngn kau ngn fareez boleh?"

THE WORSE OF ALL IS,HE ASKED ME FOLLOW HIM GO BUGIS STREET.
B-U-G-I-S S-T-R-E-E-T.
WHAT THE FUCK.
Seriously,i'm so paranoid right now.
Maybe this is normal to some of you guys but if youre in my situation.
You'll know how me and Haziq feeled.

K,got to go now.
Update soon!

2009-05-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hey so i'm currently blogging while waiting for Haziq to msg me.
Lagi satu jam class start but i'm still here blogging.
Naseb baek simei dekat lau tak.
hahahaha.
At first i thought of going Clementi but instead i got Simei.
Then after realising,i found out that kalau simei dah malas nak gi skola,ape lagi Clementi.
So thank god i got Simei.

I keep on blabbering about nonsense shit.
I'm 95% well.
Which is a good thing.
I've been sick for 3 weeks now come to think of it.

Guess what?
I've just finished watching Ong Bak 2 which is soooo 6 months back but still i've been waiting anxiously for the movie.
I know it's gonna leak out somewhere in the net,which it did.
And it was in HD and Eng subtitle.
(just watch it at youtube,they have it there.)
The plot was cool.
Tony Jaa is still my favourite action star.
hah hah hah.
But the ending was fucking lame.
I don't really understand a shit about the ending though.
Is he left to die?
Was he killed?

WHO THE FUCK IS THE JONY JAA WITH THE BEARD AT THE END??!
Tony Jaa looks so ridiculous with the beard on.
I don't get it.
Nevertheless,i heard there's gonna be a sequel.
So current mood is anxious again.
Btw,i saw it in the advertisment,there is one scene Tony Jaa was on top of an elephant and he knee smash a guy from the other elephant.Which is soooo damn cool.
But there's no scene of it in the movie itself.
Hmmm.Maybe i missed the part or maybe it was just something to attract the people.
But it looked cool though.

ADLAN IF YOU"RE READING THIS.
I HOPE SEMALAM WORKS EH.
*BERDOA2*
HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA

So I don't know if i should go for that stupid family function this Sunday.
I FUCKING HATE TO HER FACE AND HER FAMILY.
Pisses me off.
I hope nothing happens though.
Please...no fights.
But it would still be cool cause i missed the first family fight when i was in sec 2 and i can't afford to missed it again.I hope my mum fights with her cause it would look cool sia.
Seeing your mum fight.hahahahahah!
Would be so proud.
Maybe i should post it in youtube.
hahahahahhahahaah!
i can't imagine.
But fat hope ar..my mum is not that kind of person.

So peace and love everyone.
Not to you fucker(aunt).

bye!

Watching rab de bana di jodi when i get back.
wuhooooO!

2009-05-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

Damn,it's been days since i went to school.
This fucking cough and flu has been killing me.
But i think i'm on the verge of recovering so that should be a relieved.
I miss school.(ironically.)

I don't know why but i'm starting to miss my hair.(ironically also.)
I know it has already been a month so stop dwelling over the past,Fareez!
hahahaha

I miss working.
Thinking about getting back to work.
Hmmmm.
Maybe next month.
Carrefour here i comes again!
ngehehehe.

Kinda clueless and blank-less.
Don't really know what to blog about.
Kinda random post.
Ouh well,here goes nothing.
=)

2009-05-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

So you fucking called and pretend nothing's happened huh?
You wanna throw a party and invite my family and pretend nothing happened huh?
You wanna bury the hatchet and pretend nothing happened huh?
You think that all those things you've said about my family is nothing huh?
You think asking your fucking son to break my room window is nothing huh?
You think poisoning my relatives mind into hating my family is nothing huh?

I FUCKING HATE YOU AUNT.
I've hated you since i was young and i will never stop hating you even if you were to kneel down on your knees and beg for forgiveness.
You fucking piece of shit.
No devil is more worse than you.

After all these years,why have you come back into our lives?
After ruining people's lives and families you think we can forgive you and just forget about everything?
Forget party,i won't even go to your funeral if you're dead.
I would have killed you if given the chance.

I hope you and your no good childrens rot in hell asshole.

2009-05-02T20:31:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since i update.
Well the Mods mayday gig was fucking awesome i tell you !
Happening shitz to the max.
Anyway,i can't really enjoy that much like most people there since i'm down with bad fucking flu/fever(not swine flu for goodness sake cause that's ridiculous) and i felt like dying there.
But luckily i managed to sweat a lot at the nearer end of the gig and that slightly made me feel better.
hahahaha.

It was a bit pressure for us since we're the 2nd last band but i gave it my best.
The crowd was great.
hahaha

But the stars of the show has to be Love Jets.
Yeah,they're becoming better and better and i love their new song,"packing my bag".
hahahaha.
I love the chorus.
hahaha.
Yeah it was crowded as it was fucking pack when it was their slot and also The Pinholes slot.
i was stuck at the side.hahaha
I can't even moved.

After everything,went to eat at Tong Seng and called it a day.
I straight away went to sleep after that.
I swear i thought i was going to die with this flu.

Yesterday,Love Jets pulled out from their Rock-ism gig cause Furqan was not feeling well.
Maybe it was my fault?
hahaha
Haqim's sick too.
Many people there are getting more sick.
Maybe all thanks to me i guess.
Sorry guys if it's my fault.
=(

So no plan for a while.
Watch Salman Khan movie Yuvvraj.
Similar to "Rain Man".
In a middle of the tense part when Amalu called me asking to go out.
So i did.
And we joined with Art,Bim,Bim gf,Akid,Amelia and went around town you know like no life people.
hahaha
After that met with Adlan,Maisa and Dan.
Chill near the kopitiam at Youth Park there.
Ziggy came alone(co-incidentally?) and Syed too.

Talk this and that for a while.
Laugh here and there.
After that walked to Centrepoint Macdonald's cause they wanted to eat.
Perangai gemok~
hahahahaha
And Me,Akid,Amalu,Bim,Syed board bus 65 and went home.
Inside the bus we watched South Park using Syed lappy.
Laughed our assed off inside.

Went home,ate maggi and went to sleep.
Tomorrow schooling.
Phew~
fucking tired i must say.
-_-

update again soon!

2009-04-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

Well the Hong Lim Park gig run smoothly on Saturday.
Although i was sweating like fuck like i'm having a bathe or something.
Pressure sak!
hahahaha

The bands that performed was great.
My favourite has to be Crackerjack (ehem2 because i sang one of their songs,hehehe),Love Jets and The 21s.
The Zozi and Pinholes kick ass too.
hahahaha
What a great day.
hahaha

Kinda weird cause lots of people saw me but i don't even get a glimpse of them.
Well there's a lot of girls there.
Almost all of the girls looked the same so yeah that most probably explained everything.
hahaha

After that we went home cause my legs was trembling just can't endure it anymore.
hahaha.
What a great Saturday to remember.

On Sunday nothing much really happened except that me,Afiq,Mamat and Merul went to Sungai Road cause mamat wanted to get a stupid cassette player.-_-
After that went to Mustafa.
Happening shitz dok!
brothers sume bersepah.
Lagi teruk dari baybeats.
Biase lah Sunday,gaji confirm aru masok.
hahahaha

Went around laugh here and there you know our usual Mustafa routine.
Not that "routine".
If you know what i mean.hahahaha
Lemme tell you something,if you're planning to buy a perfume or deodorant,never asked your friends to choose for you.
Follow your instinct.
Satu ckp adidas satu ckp nivea kekek sak semalam.
I end up buying the same perform as my brother.
I like the smell very much.
=)

Today in school nothing much really happened.
Except for my teacher raising her voice for the first time in two weeks at Izzat.
It was damn funny sak!
Me and Haziq was laughing our ass off.
Tomorrow i'll not be going to school.Damn lazy.
After that played pool and i lost to Bob(not Eder) .Last ball sak.
hahaha
Went back with Amalu and Min after that.
The weather was fucking hot i tell you.
I was perspiring like fuck chibai.

Watched ,"The People Under The Stairs" just now.
By Wes Craven.
Old movie but still nice to watch.
hahaha

Anyway,mayday's gig is STILL PENDING.
Unless i hear it from Norah's mouth herself.
Hmmm.
Most probably it will be on but still TAK LEH CONFIDENT.

I think i'll be on a hiatus for a while.
Yeah.Haqim's having his o's so don't really wanna disturb him.
Besides i have my own life too.
I don't think about band 24/7.
Family problems here and there.
Sigh~
I still have my dream to fulfill.
Insyallah dengan kuasa Tuhan.
Will be busy gile babi these few months.

See ya when im free!

AKU SAYANG LOVE JETS NGN CRACKERJACK!
=)

2009-04-23T02:59:00.000-07:00

I know this might sounds strange again but i've just finished watching "Double Dragon" and "The Strangers."
I've watched double dragon before when i was young.
I remembered being so obsessed with the show that i've begged my dad to buy me the toys.
hahahaha.
Every child must have double dragon toys or mobiles.

After watching it again,after 11 years?
I realised how lame the movie was as how lame was the plot and everything,including the stupid fight sequences.
hahahaha.
It's like so fucking lame.
And the best part of the movie is when the Lee brothers put on their ninja outfits which looked cool and also because of Alyssa Milano.
She's fucking hot then and even now.

Just realised how naive and foolish i was as a kid.
hahaha

Watched The Strangers after that.
Fucking great movie.
I wanted to watched it before but didnt have enough courage.
But still i've watched it today! yay!
hahahah
Anyway fucking brilliant plot.
I like all the "mask" thing.Makes the killers looked cool.
hahaha.All those "i tried to use the phone but the line's dead" and "the vehicle has been burnt down" sequence is very typical but the plot is not.

Just couldnt understand the main purpose of those killers.
It's not as if the couple have something to do with them before.
It's not like Helloween where the killer is getting back his revenge bla bla bla..
They're just trying to spent a nice time together,fucking and you have to spoil all the great scenes huh?
Damn..
What makes the movie more interesting is that instead of having 1 killer,they have 3 nutcracker
who makes the movie more scary.
Overall i rate the movie 4/5.
One of the most "Underated" horrer movies you should watch.
the ending's cool anyway.
hahaha.

Watching more movies agaiN!
Suddenly i've become a movie journalist or what?
hahahha

Tomorrow tele match wuhooo!
ELECTRONICS KIA!
hahahahahaha!

cheers..

2009-04-21T09:14:00.001-07:00

Look,i know this is a bit strange.
but i just finished watching I Am Legend which is like so yesterday.
But i've been watching some "yesterday" movies since i've missed out a lot due to working(a few months back).

It's a fucking great movie kinda similar to Resident Evil except for the fact that it's a bit draggy
and the zombies can only go out at night.
Zombies pon ade curfew~
hahahahaha.

The last part of the movie was cool.
There's this so called the "boss" of the zombie and he's damn good sia.
hahahaha.
But the ending is a bit tragic and sad so i recommend those who haven't watch the movie yet to watch it.(Although 90% must have watch it.)

Will Smith is a brilliant actor.
So does Nicholas Cage,Denzel Washington and Tom Hanks.
Fucking brilliant actors.

And i've just created a "Facebook" account.
I know it's a bit "yesterday" also but who cares anyway.
But it's a bit complicating to use.
Tagged is still my favourite.
hahahahaa.You know i know why huh.ahahaha
So anyone who's reading this and happens to have a facebook account please add me.
hahahaha.

Tomorrow will be school at 1pm till 5pm.
Phew~
So i can sleep late tonight!
hehehehehe

At least 8 hours of sleep!

Anyway,best of luck to all of the bands this Saturday!
Can't wait to see you guys perform!
Will be singing "For Pete's Sake" with Crackerjack on that show.
Just one song(tangkap handsome.hehehe)
Thanks guys.
=)

k go.

2009-04-19T09:43:00.000-07:00

I JUST FUCKING HATE YOU DAD.
FOR ALL THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE TO MY FAMILY.
THE EMPTY WORDS THAT YOU PROMISED ME.
THOSE LIES THAT YOU MADE ME BELIEVED.

I used to think i have the greatest dad in the whole wide world.
Until now...

I'm under a lot of pressure right now.
Wish for everything to go away.
I wanna live in my own dreams.
Where everything is beautiful..
Everyone would be laughing and feeling happy instead of crying and feeling sad.

I'm jealous seeing people with nice family.
Eating together,going out together..
Doing everything together..

What sins have i done?
Do i deserved this?
Do my family deserved this?
Why must things end up this way?

"If there's a will,there's a way."
What crap..
I see no changes for the past 6 months,dad.
Instead of becoming better,you're becoming more worse and pathetic.
I'm ashamed to have a father like you.
You're useless! pathetic! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!

I just hate everything right now.

Don't know if i should continue schooling or not.
Still pending..
I just wanna work,earn some cash.
Earn a living out of my own life.
At least i'm happy..

Please God,
Change my dad for the better of this family..
That's all i asked and begged for..
Nothing else..

2009-04-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

WOW.
School has officially started for me.
So in the morning,felt a bit draggy to go to school.
But it was ok.Kinda anxious/excited/nervous as well.
hahaha

Luckily me and Haziq is in the same course.
Or else..
But the guys in my course are all kaki gereks.
hahaha.

It was a fun day.
I'm classmate with Firdaus from One Tea Spoon.
hahahaha.
Great guy also.
I still can't stop laughing thinking back about Haziq playing 'blow wind blow'.
hahahahah.It was one of the funniest shit in my life.

So tomorrow's lesson starts at 8-430pm.
Like chibai.
hahaha.
Hmmm..We'll see how as time progresses..

so long peeps!

ANYWAY

MY HAIR IS FINALLY SHORT.
AND IT'S STAGNANT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 7 MONTHS.
FEEL LIKE CRYING EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT MY HAIR.

SO TO ALL YOU GIRLS WHO ADDED ME AT MYSPACE,TAGGED,FRIENDSTER BECAUSE OF MY HAIR.
PLEASE DELETE ME CAUSE THE HAIR IS GONE.
=(

HELLO SHORT HAIR!
NGEHEHEHEHE

2009-04-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

Since i'm broke and bored.Here's some random facts about me.

1)Muhammad Fareez Bin Mohamed Ali
2)18 this year.Although i may look old/young to some people.
3)Schooling at ITE Simei next week.(sigh)
4)Single.
5)Not seeing or contacting anyone(this is the truth).
6)Virgin(although some may think i'm not).
7)Afraid of heights.
8)Choosy when it comes to food.
9)Currently broke.
10)Big spender.
11)Shah Rukh Khan's fan.
12)Love Bollywood movies and chicks.
13)Hates playing the bass.
14)Shy.Especially when it comes to girl.
15)I have birthmark on the bottom left side of my cheeks.
16)I wear specs but not entirely blind like Merul.Haha
17)Never played LAN games before although i tried War Craft once.Sucks.
18)Not a drinker.
19)Never take any forms of drugs.
20)Smoke red.No gay-thol please.
21)i have NATURAL curly/wavy hair.So stop asking.
22)Skinny.Although i think that i'm fat.
23)Love india.(North side).
24)I stammered at times.
25)I've worked in a bakery before.(laugh all you want.)
26)I know how to do any forms of bread with it's original ingredient.(?)
27)I can do 700 ring,rainbow,choc and white choc rainbow donut in one hour including packing.
28)Hate fuckers messing up my hair.
29)Big forehead in other words,jendol setan.(laugh all you want again.)
30)Love porn.
31)White,tall,figure 8 girls attracts me.
32)Bollywood girls also.
33)It's been 2 years since i step foot inside the mosque.
34)I'm not that good in religion.
35)I have bladder problems.(at times).
36)Hate durians.
37)Don't know how to swim.
38)Love being alone.
39)Don't know how to iron my clothes.
40)Can't cook.
41)Started smoking at the age of 12.(otai ar.hehe)
42)Getting sick and tired of masturbating.(ironically.)
43)Indon girls are gorgeous to me.(Only those with no mustache of cause.)
44)Not good in Arts.
45)Don't believe in "Love Is Blind"
46)Don't believe in "Love".
47)Love double cheeseburger.Never get sick of it.
48)Hairy legs.
49)I have a scar on my nose if you look closely.
50)I hate homos/faggots/gays.All you fucking homos are just disgracing us,"MENS".

God has given us million of chicks with big tits and you're fucking attracted to dicks which is equivalent to you sucking your own cork.

Your fucking existence in this world is a bloody waste.

Don't think that,"Hey we're gay! and we're proud of it!" works here in Singapore.
Cause in Singapore,people look at you guys with disgust.
Although as human beings they would lie by saying,"Go gays! you guys are sex!" but inside they are laughing at how ridiculous men can be.

Well,the world's gonna end soon.
All thanks to homos.
Thank GOD i'm not one.
Sucking tits is more worth it then sucking dicks asshole.

FUCK YOU FAGGOTS!

2009-04-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

Woke up early this morning around 7 plus.
I noticed the comp was still running.
I felt very tired yesterday so yeah that explains why i slept early.
Yesterday was fun.
Played at the cage at East Coast in the morning and it was damn tiring.
i was sweating like fuck as though i'm having a bath or somthing.
I played for two match and i rushed home caused i need to go to Suntec to collect my balance pay.

So i met up with Syahid,Din and Sam.
I don't wanna elaborate on what happened at HR.
Just pisses me off.
After everything met up with Aishah and we headed to Marina to eat.
So i have difficulty choosing on what to eat.
Told ya i'm a fussy eater.
I end up not eating anything.
*perut bunyi-bunyi*
hahahah

Alep came along after that.
So does A-piz.
So Syahid wanted to catch a movie with Aishah and we split off with him and the five of us went around like no life people and eventually we went to Raffles City Macdonald's.
I think the Macdonald's cool and happening.
Ate double cheese and apple pie.
Talk a lot,crack some jokes,catched up on a lot of things.

After that we took a walk all the way to Fullerton bridge there.
And just hang around.
Keep on talking and talking.
Syahid meet us afterwards.
Took the bus ride home.
Inside the bus i was sleeping like a pig.
but LUCKILY i was not drooling.
Ngehehe.

So will be lepak-ing with the three "J" later on.
hahaha.
A lot of things need to be done before school starts.
Damn lazy.

see ya!

2009-04-05T17:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's gig was ok.
It was nothing wow.
But i was touched by friends from Love Jets and Crackerjack.
They waited for our performance for 3 hours.
We were actually the 1st band but due to some circumstances we were pushed to the last slot.
It was ok.
Satisfying.
It was fun as well.
Adlan sang Time For Heroes with us and it was damn funny when we tried to sing the "ahhh..ah...ah..ah..ahh..ah..ah.."
And he wanted to share the mic with me and i laughed my ass off.
Great guy.

It was fun spending time with them.
Great people.

After that went to Carrefour to meet up with Kiran.
Wow.
Missed working there i must say.
What happened to bakery?
Haiyoo.
Tess had already left and many management had been sacked.

After that went to Lorong to buy ciggies.
Went home straight after that and get some sleep.
ZzZzzZ.
fucking tired.
Will be playing at cage later.
1st time playing there.
Can't wait.

Anyway,if you look at the world's condition,many people are living a happy life.
Big smiles on their faces.
But there also people who are living in poverty,sadness and living in the streets.
And many people right now are not appreciative of what they have.
They wanted to have more money,power and luxury.
You know what separate beggers from ordinary humans?
At least they feel appreciated with even 10 cents being thrown at them.

I've once walked pass Geylang Serai near Kampung Melayu and was shocked to see a line of malay old woman sitting in the hot sun begging for money.
And i can't help but hold my tears.
The sadness in their eyes and their face.
And when you walked passed them,they would kindly bless you.
And you would see their dirty hands reaching out begging for money with even 10 cents could mean 10 dollars to them.
And as a human being,even 10 cents means like a million dollars to you.
And you would lie and give them the "i don't have any money" gesture and they would smile before you walk away.
But in fact,in your pockets and wallets you have a large sum of money.
And even giving out 10 cents means like a million dollars to you.
These are the typical type of people im talking about.

Not everyone leads a happy life forever..
Always remember that..
There are ups and downs in life...
As long as we are living in this world,
We are all players in God's game.
We're all the puppets and he's the Master.

Always remember that..

2009-04-03T21:18:00.000-07:00

Survey bahan rolling.
hahah

Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

Cheeks

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?

Sleepy as usual

3) Who was the last person you took a photo with?

Samat the Suckling Pig

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

Absolutely no.But yes when it comes to food.

5) Would you ever donate blood?

If someone really needs my help.

6) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

I can't recall.People come and go in life.

7) Do you want someone dead?

Fucking faggots.

8) What does your last text message say?

Amalu,"Lpak pe?"

9) What are you thinking of right now?

Tommorow's gig and money.

10) Do you wish someone was with you right now?

Yeah.Someone i missed.

11) What time did you go to sleep last night?

6am

12) Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

My bro gave me this singlet he bought at Pasir Laba Camp.

13) Is someone on your mind right now?

I would be lying if i say no.

14) Who was the last person to text you?
Amalu!

2009-04-03T14:57:00.000-07:00

So her i am again at 5am.
Damn felt so restless.
Yesterday,i didnt slept the whole day.
Played soccer at 9 am.
It was so fun.
Luckily it wasn't as hot as last week.
But still it was fun.

After that hang out under Ili's block for a while.
Played mini version of takraw.
I was THIS close to beating Alem.
Fuck sia.hahaha
But still it was fun.

My eyes was starting to get more sleepy
and i was feeling a bit drowsy.
Amek ko!
Tulah sape suruh tak tido.
hahaha.
Went home with Haqim and Merul .
Session at my place for about an hour.

So i slept at 530pm and woke up at 130 am.
Ok lah at least 8 hours of sleep is fine.
hahaha.
After that chat with Aeen .
hahahah.
It was fun also!
thanks for making my night Aeen!
=D

Tomorrow jamming session.
Haiyoo.
Can't wait for school serious.
Getting bored of this life.
hahaha.

Sunday,gig.
Anyway upcoming gig:1st May at Fad Studio.
With lots of band including Force Vomit ,Love Jets and Crackerjack.
Kinda anxious and nervous as well.
Will try my best.
Singapore Idol is coming!
Still confused on whether to try out or not.
I'll think about it.
hehehe.
I love to SING!
hehehe

ok bye guys update soon!

2009-04-02T13:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i didn't slept till 12 pm.
Accompanied my mum to the market.
A little get together bonding session with my mum.
hahaha.
I ate a lot of curry.
When i woke up at 9 pm,i went to the toilet 3 times in total and my ass hurts so bad
I even cried inside the toilet.
hahaha
Panas sak jubor~
hahaha

Anyway,Youjizz is great porn website.
Wow!
A lot of beautiful girls!
hahahaha
i loike!
So guys,better go to Youjizz instead of pornhub.
Im going in right now!
hahahah

byes!

2009-04-01T16:32:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday was fun.
You know,i kept on dreaming everyday.
Weird dreams after weird dreams.
Anyway,Merul woke me up at 2 asking to jam.
So Haqim treat me.
Jamming was ok.
A lot of touching up.
I seriously think that we kinda need a rhythm.
It's cool to have a rhythm.
Many advantages and besides,paying less for our jamming session.
We can be like The Beatles!
hahahahah!

I don't know why but i'm getting fond of the Beatles.
Of cause i've heard their songs before but many people hate them cause of being too "commercialised" but many bands were inspired by The Beatles.
Including Gene Simmons and Motley Crue.
irony huh?
Seriously for me,The Beatles is the MOST influential band and also one of the greatest band in history.
Love them for their great music not by their fame.

Anyway,I've bought lucky strike from my friend today.
Hard pack somemore!
Wah!
Love that cigarette.
Totally legend.
It's toasted and it smells nice.
Real man smoke red and luckies(ehem to mamat).
So today i think won't be having any plans just that most probably i'll be going to the market with my mum(?) and maybe gonna be sleeping the whole day as usual.
hahaha.

Tomorrow jamming again.
What a life.
k bye gang.

2009-03-30T19:23:00.000-07:00

So i can't sleep right now.
Due to 13 hours of non-stop sleep.
I just finished watching National Treasure 2(although i watched it before).
Mystery movies are really cool.
It just leaves your mouth open.
Although it maybe fiction(or fact) but it's just spectacular.

The President having a "secret book" which has all the conspiracies of JFK assassination and Area 51.
(Although its fake.)
Secret City Of Gold,clues and all this shit sounds so exciting.
If only i could be a treasure hunter!
*hakdush*
hahahah
I just can't imagine.
I think instead of solving clues,i'll most probably be sitting at one corner smoking.
hahaha

Anyway the poster's are up!
I think the poster's cool and simple.
Apart from all the other posters we had before.
This one is kinda "lepak" and non metallish(wtf?).
Scar Filled City(Rejeks older version,haha) will be performing so does Planar Trajectory or Orange Sherberts(they loved changing their names).
Most of our band friends will be there.
Guys from LJ,CJ,The 21.So i better suck my balls and play properly or i'm gonna get fucked.
hahaha
Fad,Samat and Bob will be there.
Like finally Bob.
hahahah

Anyway,I just finished writing a song.
I think this is the greatest song i've ever wrote apart from Hopefully With Time and The Mess We Made.
It's simple and catchy.
It's just so random as i happened to be tossing around my bed and this beat just came to my head and i tried to match with the chords.
It's kinda simple,using mostly G,D,C,F and E only.
(I'm not THAT good on guitars.)
But i think it's catchy.
I think maybe my bandmates will disagree on this one.
If they do,then nvm can save it for some solo stuff.
hahahaha
Cam Paham.

It's called

"If Only You Were Mine"

This time i can't deny,ouh what a cast you've put me through
This time i find it hard,to do those things i used to do

(Bridge)
And everytime i tried to get close to you
and everytime i tried to speak to you
This words they just won't come out
They just freezed inside my brain
Your smile is what i longed for
It eased me from my pain

(Chorus)
Baby You,is the only i want,is only i need in my life
Baby You,is the only i missed the only i loved in my life

(Bridge)
Everytime i tried to get that close you
If only i could have the chance to speak to you

(Post Chorus)
If only you were mine
If only you were mine

That's all.

Actually it's a repeated verse so it not that short as it looks.
This is an obsessed/sick/passionate lover's love song.
Get it?
hahaha.
Trying to be like Shah Rukh Khan in Darr.
Good movie.
Should watch it.
I think Shah Rukh Khan does deserved to be called,"King".
Many people thinks that he only make it in the film industry business because of his good looks.
But if you look back at his classic movies(yes i'm a Shah Rukh Khan's fan) that guy is actually damn good in acting.
He's even much better than Tom Cruise.

Anyway i'm getting sleepy!
Whoops!

MAMAT IGT!
HABIS RIWAYAT KAU NARI JANTAN SUNDAL!

2009-03-30T13:05:00.000-07:00

So i slept for 12 hours yesterday.
Half of my day gone just like that.
It was fun i guess.
Dreamt a lot of shitty/weird stuff.
But kinda cool.
Don't know what message God is trying to tell me.

So i still haven't talked to my Dad due to some personal issues.
I kinda felt guilty.
But i don't know what else to say to him.
I put my trust and faith in him.
I didn't even open my mouth.
But i guess my patience has it's limits.
Maybe he deserved it.

School is gonna re-open soon.
Mampos.
I'm gonna cut my hair.
Sobsob~
I'm gonna look ridiculous again.
More than 5 months of hair keeping.
But i think it's ok.
My hair seems to be chewing me up.
And a good haircut will solve this problem.
Sigh~

I still don't know if i should watch Cannibal Holocaust or not.
hahahahaha

MAMAT IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS BETTER GET YOURSELF PREPARED TOMORROW I SWEAR I'M GONNA KICK YOUR ASS AND DELIVER YOU A TONY JAA/JOHNNY CAGE SHADOW KICK AT YOUR FUCKING FACE!
YOU CHIBAI KANINA COCKSUCKER!
FUCK YOU!!

Geram sak!
Pompan pakai kau punye tepi sial !
ksosk022o2-o=11=!

Watching porn again i guess.
Julia Bond is hot.
Ngehehehe.

bye.

2009-03-29T13:44:00.001-07:00

Hey.
Im in no mood these few days cause of some personal issues.
Damn !
I'm broke and there's lots of family problems here and there.
But i'll try to be strong and keep the faith.
Gotta try to control my temper.

Anyway,I kept having bad nightmares during my sleep.
After Fad told us this movie called "Cannibal Holocaust",i had one of the weirdest and scariest dream of my life.
Cannibal Holocaust is kinda similar to blair witch project since both tells a story of a missing video guy and their circle of friends but cannibal holocaust is more different as it is more gruesome and scary and yucky and fuck! arghhh!
Who says 'orang dayak' was friendly?
You can always go to wikipedia to know more about that movie.
Gross!

Anyway in that dream,i was lying on top of a bed in a haunted and deserted house.
Next thing i knew my friends were eating one and another.
Damn scary i tell you.
Then just now during my short nap,i dreamt that my brother was smoking and he told me not to tell anyone.
Lagi weird~
hahahaha

So i missed Love Jets and Crackerjack performance just now.
I badly wanted to go.
But i'm penniless.
Totally not my day.
Sorry guys !

Lepak session is getting more interesting as we kept talking about lots of stuff.
From movies to games to girls to pompan pakai.
It was so funny.
hahahah.

So currently right now,my bopleh dah kat tekak cause i'm still confused whether i should watch texas chainsaw massacre(1970s),cannibal holocaust(damn no!) or blaire witch project.
All of which can make me piss my pants.
I need someone to watch with.
Can't wait !
Maybe tomorrow.

Ok!

Feel free to come down for my show this Sunday at Fad Studios.
Much appreciated!

K going to watch some porn now.

ngeheheheh.~

2009-03-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah i'm kinda bored and my back hurts so bad.
Come to think of it,it's been one week since the chalet.
And i kinda missed it.hahaha

Anyway,let me tell you something.
I used to be afraid of DEATH.
Not samad arh.
As in literally death.
I kept picturing myself six feet under and all those questions God will question me.
But you know,i don't know much about my religion but i hope to do something for the future.
I'm scared of going to hell.
Who doesn't?
And the most hilarious part is,when i was young,i only thought that the people who are going to die are those who are sick and had done bad things in their life.
For those who has done good in their life,will live forever.
-_-".
Lame huh?
But that's what i used to think when i was little.
Imagination runs wild back then.
hahahaha.

So today nothing much really did happened except for the fact we played soccer in the hot sun at 9am!
wahh!
fucking hot man!
i was like panting my ass off and to worsened it,i didnt sleep the whole day before.
So it kinda add up to it.
-_-

So i had been watching movies like Mortal Kombat and it brings back memories.
One thing i hate about it is when my favourite,JOHNNY CAGE died in the 2nd one.
I think the 2nd one is kinda lame as the storyline is CRAP !
what's up with Raiden having short hair?
But Sonya is damn hot wuhoo!
hahahah.

Anyway,after we played soccer just now,we hang around outside school like people with no life.
So what?
Kids looked at us and giving us this "no life boys" face.
Whatever.
hahahah.At least we're not wearing that fucking uniform again.
But to be honest,i kinda miss school.
As in Bedok North.
I miss creating a scene there with my 4G friends.hahahah
I kinda missed all of them.=(
I missed Cita Rasa Esah.
I missed shitting there.
5 years fly by so fast come to think of it.

But life has to go on.
I believe there's many opportunity for me outside.
Gotta explore life as much as i can!

Btw,we'll be playing at FAD studios next Sunday.
feel free if you wanna come.
cause we're not selling tix.
But you have to purchased it at the door.
Not forcing you guys this time round.
It's located at Arab Street.
Tickets will be selling at 6 bucks.
Kinda ok.

Just wanna get ourselves ready since it's been a while since we performed.
And this fingers are getting more itchy.
hahahaha.
I hate playing paid to play gig.
You know how much it sucks?
yeah but what to do..
No bands starts at the top FYI.
Hopefully we'll be heard one day.
That's my only dream for now.
Anyway,text me if you wanna go(pp low ar).
At 82420166.
This is not my permanent number FYI.
Just using it for the meantime.
You can save it if you want just in case if you wanna contact me.

Hmmm.
Don't really know what movies to watch.
hahaha
Anyway,tomorrow morning i have to go to ITE Simei to purchase some uniforms.
Sigh.
Damn lazy sia.
What to do.
I have to school to avoid National Service ..
What a life.
being a guy in Singapore does suck big time.
All this ns shit is really getting on my nerves.

Bye !

2009-03-24T13:17:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone.
I think my previous post was a bit "over".
So you can ignore it if you want.
It does not meant to offend anyone and sorry if you feel offended girls.
So guess what?

Yesterday i woke up at 6.
I was being sarcastic.
hahahaha.Nothing new really did happen just the same old routine everyday.
Eat,Smoke,Go out and sleep.
I feel like killing myself.
Just a complete waste of time.
Suddenly,i missed working at carrefour!
=(
sobsob..
That's ok.Long break does seems like fun afterall.
More than 8 hours of sleep.
That's once in a lifetime opportunity.
hahaha.
So im currently broke.
Can't wait for 5th april cause i'll be getting my money.
hahaha.
100+.
Ok lah.
At least something to make me survive this oh-so-wicked-and-boring-life.
and guess what..

i'm sick of watching porn.
-_-".
Strange huh?
It's always the same old position.
Wanna see something new like fucking on top of a volcano,fucking while running,fucking while sleeping .
I think pornstars are cool.
They are expert at fucking.
Now that is a talent i must say.
am i right?
Jeneveve Jolie is damn hot.
hahahaha.

And Jessica Biel is a fucking bombshell.
hahahah.
I love action-pack chicks.
hahaha.

bye!

2009-03-23T13:41:00.001-07:00

Well i can't fucking sleep.
-_-
Blogging is getting more addictive.(As if i'm new to it).
I don't know why.

Anyway,there's this topic i wanna share about which is 'love'.
I used to quarrel with my friend,Mamat,about this phrase,"Love is blind".
As usual,i totally disagree with it cause it's fucking lame and stupid.
I was young back then.About 14 years old.
We were so naive.
hahahah

Back then,i believed that love is not blind cause i believed that when girl's say they don't go for looks,they're actually right.Instead they go for money and status.
Some girls want guys who is a footballer,caused they think it's cool.
Some girls want guys who is a musician caused they think it's hot.
Some girls want guys who is a mat rep,because they wanted protection.
THIS ONE IS DAMN TRUE,
SOME GIRLS WANT GUYS WHO RIDES MOTORCYCLE CAUSED THEY WOULDN'T HAVE TO CARE ABOUT TRANSPORT FARES.Those guys would be like an asshole fetching them from work,school and would send them back even if they live at the pole ends of Singapore.
That's not love guys,that's "USING" you.

You can doubt me all you want.
But this is my blog for all i care.
hahaha.

Am i right girls?

God knows what's on girl's mind.
I don't .
If only scientist would find the solution to it.
I'll be glad.

But in the past,i used to think that all handsome guys are meant for pretty woman.
And vice-versa.
Cause it just suits them well.
And you know,all i wanted was a beautiful,white,perfect girl.
Who smells nice and has a perfect figure.
And when i do,it doesn't last.

So right now,most of my friends are happy with their boys/girls.
And you know how frustrating it is to see pretty girls with dark and no-so-handsome boyfriends.
And it is expanding.
It seems like all hot guys and girls are not valued anymore.
What Merul said was right,"It doesn't matter if the girl is so damn ugly as long as she has a beautiful heart."
I'm speechless.
Maybe what he said was right,maybe i was just being fussy and choosy.
Maybe i think about looks all the time and ignored about their(girls) heart.
And i've been "accidentally" watching all these shows and movies that had to do with "Love Is Blind".

Maybe i'm wrong all this while.
Maybe love is actually blind.
Hopefully someone with a good heart will come knocking on my door.
And i hope..

i hope..

i hope...

SHE'S DAMN PRETTY AS WELL!

HAHAHAHAH

2009-03-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

Oh cmon for fuck sake.
I'm damned bored at home right now.
Ironically,i can't wait to start schooling.
So yesterday nothing much really happened.
Went for Merul's uncle wedding and nothing "wow" happened
except there's this 'otai' rocker bangse rambut any time leh jatuh nye sings May,"Dari Kacamata".
he's voice was nice but he's old so gotta give him the thumbs up.hahaha

Then my throat was becoming from bad to worse.
All thanks to methol.I'm such an idiot.
Well,that day i couldnt find any lobangs for red and theres only green and i'm just too lazy to go lorong so i thought maybe i'll just smoke green for the sake of smoking.hahaha
But it turned out the other way round as currently i'm feeling like shit and coughing like shit and i think i got a high fever.
FUCK YOU MENTHOL!
hahahahah

Anyway,my uncle supposed to picked me up today.
Wonder why he didnt called me.
Hmmmm.

Anyway,yesterday i watched two of my favourite childhood movie which is "The Little Rascals" and "little Giants".
It was soo fun and cute.
hahahaha
I remember when i was a kid i would be soo hooked into watching all this movies.
brings back great memories.
As much as i can remember.
hahaha.

Damn my back and my neck hurts so fucking bad.
Argh.
I hate feeling like shit.
Suddenly i've become an avid blogger.
HMMMMMMM.
Weird.
Ohh well...

Update again when something nice and pleasant happens..

2009-03-21T15:34:00.001-07:00

MEET THIRSTY SYERZAN EVERYBODY!
(Syerzan wrote about us(rejeks) at his blog and i think it's nice if i wrote back.)
I've known syerzan since sec 1.
hahaha.He was my senior.
we started getting more close during sec 4 also(he repeated again)especially during 2007 December holidays.
Remember the Campaign moments bro?
hahaha
He's damn funny and always full of stories(chicks,ghosts,etc).
Even though he's into hiphop ,he's universal in terms of music and even liked our music.
Thanks bro for believing in us.
Like i said,I don't want to be famous,i just wanna be heard.
hehs~
Hope you can go far with ur music too!
tc bro!
All the best in life!

=)

2009-03-21T15:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KHAIRUL ANWAR!(MIDDLE)

(Btw,don't mind my short hair ..what do you expect..)

He's a great friend and also great human being.
Even though we had been classmates since sec 1,we started getting close during Secondary 4.
I wish i had known him longer cause he's a great great guy with a great heart willing to help people in need.
Although he can be a pain in the ass sometimes!
hahaha.
One thing for sure is,i could never be as hardworking as him.
Proud of you for making it to Poly bro!
Wish you all the best in your life!

=)

Take Care!

Also,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FADHLI SHAH!
Although we're not that close,i wish you a very happy birthday and be happy always!
ROCK ON VLAD TEPES~!
\m/

2009-03-21T14:55:00.000-07:00

Let me first start by updating bout yesterday's chalet.
Yesterday was the greatest chalet of my life.
There were many long lost friends.
Friends who i haven't met for months now.
It was a great bonding moment for us.
It was happening.
Everybody was laughing,talking and having fun.

But by midnight,most of the people had left
and Amalu was ....What a fucktard.
Everyone was doing their own stuffs.

We played A-PIZ PS2 and i lose to Syerzan 3-0.
hahahah.It's been a while since i played Winning 11.
Then it started to get bored so me,eder and haerull decided to walk around.
Then the rest join us too.
So Me,Eder,Haerull,Din,Reen,Syerz,Fahmi,Harith,Syahid,Apiz,Sam
decided to take a walk inside the pasir ris swamp.
It was damn dark and scary as well.
Along the way,we shared our ghost stories and bla..bla..bla..

After that reached back and ate a bit.
Ironically,i wasnt sleepy yesterday.
Miracle.
Then at the chalet we decided to share ghost stories again.
Some of them gives me the chill up my buttcrack.
*bulu rome naek*
Then our superstar of the day,Amalu has woken up from his "nice" sleep.
Then it was 5 am and we lie down and crack jokes.
Talk about girls and music.

Syerzan didn't know we had a recording.
He was shocked when he heard it.
Glad you like it bro!
hahahah

After that most people had left again.
And in the end,Khai,Me,Haqim,Merul,Eder,Reen and Farzuan was the only one left at the chalet till checked out.
Reached home around 1130am and guess what time i woke up ?

830pm!
wow!
NEW RECORD!
hahahaha
Amalu's uncle is getting married tomorrow.
Have to wake up in time for the function.
hahaha
Till then take care!

To all my friends who turned up for yesterday's chalet,thx guys for coming down!
Wish you all the best in poly life/ITE life!
I'll never forget you guys!
Hope there's more chalet like this again in the near future!

2009-03-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

So here i am again.
Updating this stupid blog of mine.
Anyway yesterday went to the Mosaic Music Festival again.
I woke up at 530 and realised that the two assholes were waiting for me.
So i quickly get myself ready and meet them at Mac.

Reach Esplanade around 730pm and there were a lot of people there.
A lot of mat reps/dope wannabes ,culture kids whatsoever.
But kinda curious though what is mat reps doing there?
As if they listen to this kinda stuff
whatever it is,as long as they enjoy themselves.
A lot of chicks too! I LOIKE!
hahahahaha
Also,we met with Dee and Farah,Nabil,Idy,Mat Noh,Wan,Opah,Nabilah,Shefa,Ema.
hahaha

And we watched The Sallys and you know ska kids whatever the hell you called them with their coats,suspender and all of their chicks were skanking or whatever the fuck you called it and there's one fat fuck guy with red suspender he was skanking alone and it was so damn ridiculous
and he should realised he was making a fool of himself infront of the hugh crowd.
Btw,the vocalist of The Sallys looked very2 similar with Amalu!
hahahahahah

We left like not even halfway the set.
Went inside to watched the Couple set and it was fun.
Very catchy indeed.
But not my type.
hahahaha

And after that,saw Tasha and i tegur her and we talked for a while and after that went to meet Furqan,Adlan,Ahmad and the guitarist of Crackerjack(i forgot the name) and went back to Esplanade and watched this Korean Ska band.It was their 2nd set.They were cool.
very catchy,energetic and good entertainers.
hahahah
After that a girl came to me and whispered in my ears and she wanted to take my photo for some La Salle project.
i'm like sure why not?
hahahah
I was about to asked her for her myspace or what and she walked off.
But around 430 am when i reached home after lepak(i was already home before that)
i checked my myspace account and this girl commented me..
and GUESS WHAT??!

IT TURNED OUT TO BE HER!!!!!
I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT A SMALL SINGAPORE!
SO HAPPY SIA!

And we chat and chat and chat.
hahahahahhahahahaha.
she's cool.
So this is the photo she took(my legs looked damn skinny and i looked old)

SEE!

anyway,CAN'T WAIT TO ENROL AND CHALET TOMORROW!
HAPPENING!!!!

2009-03-16T14:26:00.000-07:00

So just came back home from Mac.
Went there with Merul to play my sis laptop.
Actually my mum didnt allowed me to used it but my sis gave me the green light so i waited for them to sleep first while i sneaked out.
he...he...he..

Anyway just now i woke up at 5 pm due to Merul's sms.
Damn felt so sleepy these days.
Maybe due to the rainy days.
But it was nice.
I was trying to sleep for 14 hours straight and set a new record but thanks eh merul.
-_-

Anyway went to the Mosaic Shit.
It was boring for me.
Hate it.Too mushy.Just went there for the sake of going there.
And accompany merul to meet nurul nunu.
hahahaha
After that went to Starbucks.
Sit there and chit chat laugh talk cork.
hahahaha.

ONE THING THAT MAKE ME SO DAMN HAPPY!
NUNU SAID I LOOK LIKE LUKE PRITCHARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SKSPSOS-QWSOQSPQ=SQS!!!!!!!
IM LIKE SO DAMN HAPPY!
THAT'S A FUCKING COMPLIMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WUHOOOOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN'T STOP FEELING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS NURUL NUNU!
AHAKZ!!!!!!!

kk dunno what to update about.
Can't wait for chalet and also enrolment(motorcycle).
ngehehehehehe.
I still felt shitty about the gig.
haishhh.
-_-

Luke and Me
Similar not?
ngehehehehehehe

bye !

2009-03-13T11:17:00.000-07:00

So here i am rotting at home.
I haven't been stepping out from my house for 2 days now and all i do is EAT,EAT,EAT,SLEEP,SLEEP,SLEEP at home.
Damn,i'm turning more and more fatter and more depressed.
Since leaving my job,my appetite has been increasing(due to the fact that i'm not been eating quite well during my working period) and i feel so sleepy and lazy all the time.

I woke up at 4-5pm and the first thing i'll look for is FOOD!
hahahaha
Need to control my hunger.
hehehe

So im dying my hair.
I know it's a bit ridiculous cause i have like a month left to enjoy till school starts
but who cares? I'm bored rotting at home.
At least experimenting my hair doesn't sound that boring.
hahaha

So tomorrow Mat Noh's band will be performing at 2pm.
Kinda early huh?
I don't know if i can make it.
2PM IS LIKE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EARLY!
hahahaha.
But i'll try my best to make after all they've been there for most of our shows and they'll feel bad if i don't come.
So yeah.

Anyway,i'm seriously obsessed with bollywood girls.
I kept having this weird dream of me serenading Priyanka Chopra.
I'm soooooo in love with her.
she's so gorgeous !
God,Why didnt you let me born in India?

Let me marry her please.
I'm sooooooo in love with her.
and Twinkle Khanna too.
(although she's married)

Finally the NEW KING OF BOLLYWOOD!
iT'S NOT SHAH RUKH KHAN..

NOT SALMAN KHAN...

NOT AMIR KHAN...

BUT...

BUT...

FAREEZ ALI KHAN!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHEHHEEHHEEHEHEHHEHEHE!

DIL MEH MERE HAI DARD-E-DISCO!
=)

2009-03-09T11:20:00.000-07:00

So yesterday,i didnt went out the whole day.
I slept at 6am till 5pm and i still felt sleepy.
I can't stop thinking about Sunday's gig.
It was the worse gig i ever had.
I was brainfucked and it was my fault.
I totally embarassed my bandmates.
I felt so shitty.

I felt guilty to Raisyaa for throwing the bass at her.
It hit her face i think.
I'm so sorry.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
i had a bad temper.Fuck

It was ok after that.
Mamat was picking on me.
I don't know what's his issue with me playing "indie" music.
I never even once make fun of his passion for black metal although i hate it.
Cause i respect it.Every individual have their own rights to listen to whatever shit they want.
As long as their happy.
It was annoying.
Every sentence he said must have the word 'indie'
fuck.

After that,went to my work place to meet Kiran.
He was all alone without me and there was still a lot of work to be done.
So i help him for closing.
And i told the rest to go back first cause i wanna hang out with him and Sathiya.
And we chat and chat.
And my stomach wasn't feeling too good cause i didn't eat the whole day.
So i went home at around 1130pm.
Merul came to my house after that and we composed our song called,"Saturday Night Fever"
It was the first time composing song with that asshole cause he's kinda hopeless at this kinda stuff but he's kinda good as well.

Anyway,i'm partially deaf on my left ear and i hope everything would be fine tomorrow if not i'll be going to poly cause it's kinda irritating and uncomfortable.
So yeah,Brother will be passing out from BMT today and time fly by real fast.
He didnt managed to go to University.
Felt bad for him.
Wish him all the best in the future.
We'll be enrolling together-gether!
Yay-yay!

Anyway,the 4th April gig is already confirm!
We'll be performing with Crackerjack,Love Jets,The 21,Paddlepop,Melfraps
and guest band would be The Zozi and The Pinholes(still pending).
It would be the biggest show of my life.Period.
It would be held at Hong Li Park(whatever it is called) or open field at Boat Quay there where people would play their stupid kites.-_-
And ......IT'S FREE! FINALLY! -_-
Can't wait for it.
In the meantime,need to buck up on my bass skills and need to write more songs!

Have fun!

2009-03-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

On Friday,went jamming with the boys.
It was ok..nothing usual.
The rest was kinda broke luckily i came out with 14 bucks or else dun even think of jamming!
hahahah
Tomorrow's jamming i won't have to came out with a single cent.
Anyway tomorrow will be our performance and Merul's Birthday!
happy birthday to my one and only terror twin!
my bestfriend!
Wish him all the best in life.
Welcome to the "18" boys club.
ngehehe.

Anyway,on Friday went to Orchard to watch Love Jet's family band,Crackerjack
Anyway,In my opinion,i think Crackerjack is the best band yesterday cause all of their songs were cool and unique.
and the vocalist looks like pete doherty and even followed his style.
One look can tell.
Should visit their myspace homepage!
Their song,'For Pete's Sake' got me hooked!
it's damn fucking nice!

Anyway,tasha bapok was there!
and she/he was Scar Filled City number 1 fan!
hahaha! it was so funny!
everyone was laughing at her/him
and at the end,scar filled city bassist said,"and thank you to mr and mrs!"
It was damn funny!
After that went lepak with Love Jets,Crackerjack and The 21
at first we fell a bit lame and belen2 but we started getting along.
Akid was funny with his robot dance!
hahahahhahahahaha

And the guys were planning about this gig and we were left out
and they said,"korang nak maen tak ? We have one slot left."
So we agreed.It's like a mini glastonbury!
The Pinholes will be there
The Zozi!
We'll get to play with them!
and it's free!(finally)
It will be our biggest chance to expose ourselves!
It was damn cool.
Hopefully if things were right,it shall be on 4th april
It shall be the biggest gig in our lives! Period.
WUHOOOO!

So damn excited.
It was fun hanging out with them

anyway,today was raining heavily.

Ok see you guys soon!

2009-03-01T05:42:00.000-08:00

Fucking love this song .
Enjoy.

2009-03-01T05:31:00.000-08:00

Let me blog bout yesterday.
Yesterday's gig was fun gerek gile babi!
hahahahaha
Beat Merchant was cool gile!
hahahaha

Anyway,after that went to eat at Victory.
Eat with my family and all.
hahahah.
Then went to meet them at Arab St.
Had fun.
Laugh here and there.
Can't stop picturing Amalu falling like nangke busok.
It was so damn funny sak!
hahahahaha

It was raining heavily these few days.
My throat hurts so damn bad.
coughing so bad.
Maybe should stop smoking.
hahahaha

Here are some of my personal favourite pictures of yesterday.
Have fun people!

2009-02-21T09:15:00.000-08:00

Ok now while all you people are having fun outside on a bright sunny Saturday,
i was at home looking at myself naked on the mirror.(?)
i was bored .
Don't really know what to do.
I'm broke.Fuck.

My pay is next week.
I have to work for another one week.
I'm in ITE Simei ,stupid course.
fuck hate my life right now.
Hate my luck.
Hate myself.
hate falling in love you know?
kinda stupid game god has created..
i mean it's stupid

It's not supposed to be like fairytale endings wah so sweet happily ever after.
But it's supposed to.

What the fuck am i saying?

Don't really have the mood.
come down to support us this Sat.
Yeah i'm not really enthusiastic about it though.
fuck anyway,won't let my band down !

GIBSON IS ENDORSING OUR BAND!
AS IN ME AND HAQIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
KEYMAKKAKKAKAKAKAKAKKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THUNDERBIRD HERE I COME///!

k no mood.
seriously.
wanna kill myself.
Become Romeo,eat poison.
Become Jack in Titanic,frozen to death.

whatever ways to kill myself,literally.

-_-

2009-02-15T09:00:00.000-08:00

Fuck~
I don't know why.
But i'm having this jinx with bus,65.
I mean like everytime i'm on my way to work,i have this 'emergency' feeling
and it usually happened when the bus is in the middle of a busy traffic jam or in a place where
there's no toilet.

And i would usually board down the bus at Salim Mattar Mosque,Masjid Bencoolen,Machpherson Petrol Station cause this fucking pain would usually hit me at this point of the journey.
BleahhhH~
AND THE GOOD FUCKING PART IS,WHEN I BOARD DOWN,THE FEELING IS GONE!
WOW!
First of all this fucking pain cost me 8 bucks of taxi fare,$1+ of bus fare(since i'm using adult fare now) and i came to work half and hour late!
what fucking jinx!
and 3 days straight!
i hope nothing bad happen to me tomorrow when i'm going to work.
please god~
please! i'm begging you!

Anyway,another two more weeks!
bye2 Carrefuck!
hahahaha

28th feb gig..haiyoo!
sooooo not prepared!
damn scared.
Somemore,Tuesday i'll be getting my appeal results.
haiyooo!
takut sak!

Anyway,i'll be enrolling bike license with my brother.
hahahaha,After he passed out from BMT.
Brothers Re-unite~
ahahahahaha

Anyway,i'm turning more and more depressed due to the excessive thoughts of her.
hahahaha.
She hits me everywhere i go.
wow.
It's hard when you're in love.
Cause every seconds of your life,you would be thinking of her.
It can sound sweet but sick as well.
Sometimes i wished god would not have created love.
Better off,not even creating 'GIRLS'.
WOW.I can't imagine that.

It's worse than being in N.S or Boy's School.
And did i tell you i'm watching '3 Ninjas'?
hahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahaha
Bring back memories of the good ol' days when money,friendship,love doesn't really matters to you.
Cause all you are interested with is good cartoon,power rangers,toys, kid movies
and '3 ninjas' was one of the movies that really got me hooked other than power rangers,space jam and toy story.
Not forgetting,"BOYBANDS".
You can deny this boys,but i know every kid listens to boyband when they were young especially Backstreet Boys.
hahahahahahahhahahaa.
Sometimes i wish i was Benjamin Button.(?)
hahahaha.

Damn,i can't wait to for my destiny.
Can't wait what's 'life' in store for me.
heh.

and Babyshambles is the shit.~

Anyway,what do flowers says when you water them?

Nothing.
They don't want to show us how pretty they are,they just wanna look pretty.

I hope you get it.

Till next time..

2009-02-08T09:59:00.000-08:00

Well,after 4 months of working at Carrefour,it's sad to say that i'm leaving Carrefour soon.
=(
A lot of memories there.
I learned at lot and met great great people there.
I'm gonna miss them soon.
People like Kiran,my bestfriend at work,Bryan and Alex.
You guys are the best!

Anyway,i'll be getting my appeal results on 17th February.
Hopefully i can get the course that i want.

So,i've been working intensively last week.
And thank god for Saturday and Sunday.
hahaha.

Anyway,on Saturday,went to Carrefour to met Kiran cause of some personal reasons
then after that went jalan-jalan with Amalu.
Then,sometime confusing happened and i split ways with him.
And i walked around town,ALONE!
hahahaha
I end up at Somerset and wait for Haqim.
And we lepak with Aeen's friend.
hahaha.The two of us were kind of quiet cause we're not familiar with them
and we're kinda shy people
but that does not mean we're anti-social huh!
hahahah
Went to Marina and there were a lot of MAT REPS AS IN BERSEPAH!
haiyooo.

After that,went home and get some sleep.
Wake up as usual,i was sleeping at the wrong side of bed.
My mum was cooking Nasi Lemak,co-incidence eh Aeen.
Went to Airport with The Rejeks and Aeen after that cause Haqim and Aeen wants to belajar.
So we chill at the Macdonald's there.
laugh here and there.
I was 'cherishing' Aeen as usual.
hahahaha.
Take some photos and firstly thought of sending Aeen to Boon Lay
Then cam ne lak leh terkuar topic jamming and we decided to jam.
Mule2 nak jam kat Music Garage pas 2 Beat Merchants but after booking we canceled of our jamming session and went home.
We don't really fancy jamming without our proper instruments and equipments.

I kept thinking about ( _____ )
I can't stop thinking about her.
It kind of feel weird cause it's the first time i felt LOVE in more than a year.
Maybe she don't love me.
Maybe im not her type.
Yeah,maybe im not the type of person she would probably feel love with.
Yeah..maybe i don't suit her.
Maybe the song 'two doors down' explains how im feeling
=(

So overall was an enjoyable day.
Here's some of the photos!
(Embrace yourself Aeen!)
hahahahahah

CHAK! HUM TO DEWANE HUWEI YAH!

SWEET KAN AEEN??!

HAHAHAHAHHA

K that's all for now.

Jgn marah huh Aeen.

hehehehehe.

2009-02-01T09:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the happiest day of my life.
Finally ! My dream came true!
We just finish our demo.
So glad and happy.Alhamdullilah.
You can go and check it out at
www.myspace.com/therejeks
Happy listening.!

Anyway yesterday supposed to went jamming at 1 pm but we came late as usual jgk.
Went jamming at Music Garage.
Love that place.It brings back so much memories.
Way back when it's suntertainment time.
Anyway touch up on our song and guess who came by?
Straight Forward!
hahahahaha.
How co-incident cause after our turn it's theirs so yeah.

Anyway after that went straight to the place.
and it's near to my workplace.
ahakz!
Anyway,while walking,'emergency' call.
Cannot hold it anymore!
It's at the end!
So i went running looking for a toilet.
Luckily i managed to let it out in time or else...

ANYWAY,So we went recording and it was a blast.
I was fucking nervous.
Luckily i managed to keep my calm and stay cool.
hahahaha.
Every think ends so fast although it took like 1 hr 30 mins?
so yeah.
It was one of the most memorable moment in my life.

After the whole thing went Beach Road to eat and buy my chuckies but kedai tutup.
Sial betol.
Met Syerzan before that.
Miss him sia.hahaha

After that quickly went home cause im late for carre4 chalet.
So after reaching home, bla...bla..bla..
Siap2,mkn,dah pukul 9 malam.
So quickly rushed to Vivo and i reached the chalet around 1030.
It was boring for me at first cause i felt like an asshole cause i'm the only one who's from the wrong department(bakery) and the rest were all having fun while im sitting alone like an asshole from a wrong planet.

But it was fun.
Laughed a lot here and there till i cried.
Syahid as usual make funny jokes and comments.
Went to the beach at 4am in the morning.
It was so cold.

Went home at 1030 and slept like a pig till 5 pm.
Half of my day gone cause of sleeping.
Wake up and went to play soccer.
Felt a bit 'kaku' cause it's been a long time since i played soccer.
I think,bulan puase was the last time i played soccer.
It was fun.

Then message2 with Aeen.
hehehehehe.

Went home.
hehehehehehehe.

Tomorrow working.
heheheheheheheh

Macam sial.
hehehehehehehehe

fuck work.
hehehehehehehehe

k take care beautiful people.

2009-01-27T10:01:00.000-08:00

since 'SOMEONE' told me to update my rusty blog,i'll shall update it.
Errmmm.
This few weeks nothing much have been going on lately just that i'm seriously busy with work.
hahahah
Last Friday,i was supposed to go to work but i took the day off due to the 'undescrible' pain at my back bone.
Fuck it hurts like hell.
All the pasting of stickers,donuts,garlic breads really does "help" a lot.
Thanks.-_-

On Saturday,i went out with Merul and Haqim and we had fun.
hahahah.Merul treat us to Adiman Boneless Chicken Rice which happened to be my favourite
Nasi Ayam stall.The Black Pepper is so heavenly great!
YOU SHOULD TRY IT!
ahakz!
Merul also bought me this shirt.
Kinda cool.

Need to pay him back.
Kind to think of it,i owed a lot of people money.
Merul-$20
Haqim-$10
Sister-$20

Aisey! KOYAK PUNGGUNG!

Nvm.Luckily Thursday's my payday!
wuhooo!

Anyway,on Sunday went for Photoshoot at Punggol with Sabrina and this weird guy.
hahahaha
Was kinda cool.
After that went ECP to chill for a while.
Was a fun day.

Then work as usual.
Bla..bla..bla..
Nothing much really happened at work only that there's many people being sacked from work.
Mostly temporary staffs.
If you've seen the news,a lot of overseas companies are sacking their workers.
I think Singapore's affected too.
And this new Assistant Store Director(who until now i haven't yet seen his face) is setting the rule that all part time workers(that's me) will have to work a maximum of 16 hours PER WEEK!
That's like skpkw0skw-sw-ssl?!
I don't really know if i should be happy or angry cause to bring home like 300 bucks per month is sooooo pathetic!
Either ways,i'm leaving Carrefour soon so BUBBYE!

Anyway,This Saturday will be going for recording.
Hope everything run smoothly!
Cannot wait!
Like seriously cannot wait!
hahahaha

After that i'll be going for Carrefour chalet at Sentosa.
(actually budak cashier jek saje jek belen2,drg dah ajak,ehehehe.)
Until Sunday.
Btw,I'll be getting my school result on 30th this month.
Fuck school la.

Go NS also one big problem.

I really hate National Service.
I KNOW that all the boys will feel the same way.
Being involved in all this miltary lifestyle is shit.
Anyone who thinks it's cool is so dumb.
Forced to be soldiers regardless if we like it or not.
Being treated like dogs.
WE ARE NOT YOUR FUCKING SLAVE DAMMIT!
We deserved to choose our own life path.
Singapore is so pathetic.

Shaving our head bald for whatever purpose.
Serving two years of our wasted life inside a all-male circulated place.
Marching under the hot sun,no girls.
Believe it or not,our destiny has already been decided by the government before we were born.
So is it fair or not?

I only hope that all males in Singapore regardless of race,mat reps,nerds all types of human beings,unite and go on a protest or something.
That will be really cool.
hahaha
But all we can do now is prepare boys..
Don't drop the soap..
If you know what i mean..
ahakz!

Anyway,i really have a crush on her!
I know she won't fall for a guy like me.
As in what i'm into..my life..
seriously not her type..
but im too shy to let her know..
hahahah
if only she knows..
but if she knows,i can't bare to face her!
ahakz!!!!!!!

Whatever Rez.

Anyway going off now.
Will be working at 1pm tomorrow.
So have fun!
Remember boys,LET US UNITE AND FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM!
EVERY DROP OF HAIR WE LOSE,
EVERY DROP OF SWEAT WE SHED,
EVERY PAIN WE GO THROUGH INSIDE..
NO ONE KNOWS..

KEBEBASAN!!!!

2009-01-20T19:36:00.000-08:00

1)What is your name?
Muhammad Fareez Bin Ali Khan.

2)Age?
Just turned 18.

3)Schooling?
Currently waiting for it.

4)So what are you currently doing?
WORKING.WORKING.WORKING

5)You like your job?
Sometimes.Sometimes i hate it .

6)When are you leaving your job?
End of next month i hope.

7)What are you planning to do after that?
Enrol bike license.Relax at home.

8)Current status?
Single.

9)How long?
10 months.

10)Do you miss your ex?
Sometimes.Moving on.

11)So do you have someone in mind right now?
Yes,Hehe.

12)Who?
Tanak bilang.

13)Bilang la.
Bluek!

14)Please?
Cium pantat apek.

15)Your dreams?
Just finish off our recording,improved a bit more and play a more BETTER show.
And hoping for her to notice me.Which i doubt so.

16)Who do you missed?
My late grandparents,my brother,my cousins and my beloved friends.

17)What do you plan to do when you get your pay?
Buy cigarettes,clothes,accessories,enjoy save a bit for enrol money.

18)What are your regrets?
You know,i cant stop feeling guilty for yelling at my mum yesterday.=(

19)Dah apologized?
Dah sayang.

20)Your resolution for this year?
Ok,go to studio for recording,better my bass skills,Maake my mum happy,Hope my dad will change,Keep a bigger hair than Luke and I hope that she noticed me and hopefully she falls for me and hopefully we can be together BUT FAT HOPE.

2009-01-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

Phew.
Just came back from a tiring day at work.
It was damn tiring.
I don't even have time to go for break.

Anyway yesterday gig was great.
hahahaha
We SUCK BIG TIME!
hahaha.But it was fun.We enjoyed it.
We never really take this shit seriously.
hahaha.It was more like intimate show.
To our friends.
hahahaha

When we played 'Hopefully with time',it was ok.
Modern Girl was my favourtie.
Some post rock stuff.
And after that dah start mepek.
hahahaha.Kekek.
'Wrong way to be' is still my favourite.
BLUEK!
hahahahaha
Anyway,Sorry Aeen for making you paisey.
But im just cherishing you instead of serenading you.
You know i cherish you my love.
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Kekek gile.
You should have seen her expression.
ahahahaha
AEEN! Blog about me!
ahahahahs!

Luckily my sis was there.
I would not have perform if she did not turned up!
hahahaha
LOVE HER!
hehehehs
of cause my bro in law too.

Anyway,thanks to great friends for turning up.
Even though we sucked.
At least you had fun right?
right??
ahahahas
Ngok! Nabil dah menang camera!
hahahaha

Anyway,went home after that.
Fucking tired.
hahaha.

Anyway have fun people.
AMALU IS THE BEST DRUMMER IN ASIA!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2009-01-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

WUHOOOO!
hahaha
FYI,im 18 today.
No big deal really.

Anyway,yesterday,the first person to wish me happy birthday at 12am sharp was Aeen.
hahaha
so i gave my kiss to her.
hahaha
She so called 'surprise surprise' me.hahaha.
Naughty kan die!
hahaha.I know.
Chat with here a lot,laugh here and there.
Anyway,i shall pray for your dad speedy recovery k?
=)
(amcm Aeen gmbr awak ok? UP THE BRACKET!)
hehe

Anyway,this year is quite a boring birthday since many of my friends did not wish me
maybe due to the fact that i'm not using phone anymore.
But that's ok.
I hope that they remember it's my birthday.

Anyway,just now jam was fun.
Was very excited cause Saturday we will be performing at Sengkang CC.
I got a feeling it's gonna be a lame gig again.
-_-
Nevertheless,i hope it will be fun.
At least.

Anyway,applied school already.
Couldn't really care less about which school i go.
My heart is not into studying anymore.
Im so confused.

ARGH.FUCK FOREVER!

2009-01-12T07:51:00.000-08:00

I'm planning to cut my hair like Blaine.hahaha
Nice song.New wave groove to it.Very the 80's.
orite2
so i failed my o levels.
yaya.hahaha.I got 37 points.
Cool or what.
Still haven't yet decided what poly oppps i mean ITE to go.hahahah
Maybe i shall take tourism.
hahahaha.

Anyway,the ticket for our gig has been sold!
hahaha
all!
happy!
anyway so much problems ran in my mind right now.
i wish i was a happy kid.
you know,free from problems.

Anyway,yesterday accompanied Haqim watched Amberhaze.
Ok la.
Then after that met Aeen.
Naughty tau her.
Always bump into me.Langgar me sume.
Naughty kan kan kan?
(hope she's reading this=))
hahahahhahahahahahahahahaha

anyway will be working tomorrow.
WEDNESDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE.
Call my house if you wanna wish me happy birthday.
hahaha
Handphone dah lame kene cut.
hehehehe.

take care people!

2009-01-01T19:51:00.000-08:00

What's so happy about new year???
hahaha.
Anyway,celebrate my countdown with my lovely friends.
What more can i asked for?
hahaha.

But before that went jamming.
It was great too.
We played post rock.hahaha.

After that went to City Hall to meet them.
Nabil,Fais,Haikal,Nisa,Afiq,Azizah,Mamat.Miss all of them so much.
Aeenkilu also join us.hahaha.
So we all went walking around finding a decent place to sit and to watch the fireworks and it's getting really crowded.

Finally,we did find a place infront of the melion.
But Aeen was hungry and so did we.(Me,Amalu,Haqim,Haikal)
So we left and walk again to Marina to eat at Long John.I was really fucking bloated.
haha.Khai called afterward wanting to join us from work.
And we fetched him at Citylink and tried to find our way back to the place.

But by then the place was packed by people and it was squeezy for us to walk.
Eventually ,the four of us were split off with Aeen and Haikal.
mampos!
All of the roads were block.
Eventually we watched the fireworks infront of one fullerton.

Can't believe it's been a year.
2008 was the greatest year in my life.
Cause 2007 countdown,i met her and i was the happiest guy in 2008.
hahaha.Nevermind.

After that,we all plan to meet at victoria theater.
and we lepak2 there for a while and went home at 2.
hahaha.
Aeen tonne kat Bedok sey!
hahahah

Me and Nabil were still the same,disturbing each other.
He keeps on making me laugh until i cry.
hhahahaha
Lepak at Fitness area there.
Aeen wanted to shee2,then i asked her to shee2 at the rubbish place behind.
And told her some "history" of it.
hahahahaha.She was scared.But it was the truth.
No making up hor.
hahaha.

Lepak2,laugh here and there.
Suddenly realised it was getting more and more brighter.
kejam kelip kejam kelip dah 6.30am.
And i forget i'm working at 3pm.
So slept like a pig.

Tiring day at work.
Kena fuck a lot.
Wobble here and there.
Must be lack of sleep.

Ok guys off to eat.
Happy New Year!

2008-12-25T20:16:00.000-08:00

Currently my favourite song.

Well Hello everyone! Yesterday working was fun!
I mean like seriously.Except for the fact Alex was being a lil bit emo.
hahaha.Me and Kiran were like being crazy as usual!
I ate a lot of Turkey,Chicken all free stuff!
woah! I was so damn bloated that i have no appetite to eat for dinner.
phew..!

Boss was being a fucker as usual.Asking me to cut for him 5 carton of apples.
There's like over hundreds of apples per carton.I managed to clear for him 2 cartons only cause
i have other works to do.Anyway,as i was putting the apples inside the chiller,i was shocked to see that there's like 6 pillars of apples(which was already cut by me before) standing there!
i was fucked up sak!
If there isn't any apple left and he asked me to cut for me 5 carton nevermind lah but theres like 6 pillars left!
WHAT THE FUCK SAK

I feel like changing my department to frozen.At least i have malay friends there.
So later also working.
Non-stop.

My pay slip is nearing.
Can smell it coming.hahaha
Squire jazz bass,here i come sayang.
muacks muacks muacks!!!!!

Anyway,it's been 8 months since she left me.
time passes by real fast.hahaha
Nevermind,at least she's having the time of her life.
I just hope and wish that she'll be happy always.

Anyway,i'm not in a hurry to find a girlfriend or what.
Cause i have great friends by my side.
With them,i felt LOVE.
hahaha.
I just hope that one day,the right girl might come and knock on my lonely heart.
HAHAHAHAH.
Jiwang sia~

It could be anyone,maybe YOU reading this.
ahahahs.

Anyway,i'm off to work ready!
bye people!

2008-12-24T19:30:00.000-08:00

So today is Christmas.
and i'm working,sigh.
That's ok cause it's double pay!
yihawwww!!!!!!
hahahaha.Not really expecting to go to work though.
So lazy.And my knees hurt so bad,i don't know why.

Anyway,this whole one week,i keep on having these weird dreams.
The first day,i dreamed that i was chased by a freddie kruger look-alike wite two mat rep bodyguards(?) and eventually i killed myself.

2nd day,i dreamed about my aunt and her son;both whom i missed badly.I dreamed that i saw my aunt tengah turun escalator..Then I followed her.
She was fat and had this zombie look.
And then i approached her and asked her if she knows me.
She says,"No."
So i followed her again and this time i saw my cousin,he was writing inside a book.
I asked him to if he remember me,he said "No" also.

The third day yesterday,I dreamed that i was studying overseas;as in literally! hahaha
Then when i was sleeping inside this cabin,i heard some loud voice surrounds me..
Eventually,i was keeping a mat salleh(?) ghost as a polong.
And i don't want it.
He was angry and he destroyed everything.
Can't really remember everything.

Anyway,i sound like a fucktard writing about my dreams.
hahaha.
If only i would dream about performing at Glastonbury or having Priyanka Chopra kissing me kan best? ehehehehehe

Anyway,my birthday is coming soon!
All i want for Christmas is my friends to kiss me on the cheeks!
NOT applicable on the lips arh.
ahahaha.No lah,as long as they wish me happy birthday dh cukup!
hehehe
Anyway,a white vespa is waiting for me at Sungai Road!
SABAR Rez,two more months to enrol!
wuhoooOooo!!!!

Ok so damn lazy wanna go work sia.

Anyway,i've updated my tagboard,tag me if you want.
If you wanna spam my tagboard,no one is stopping you.
Whatever makes you happy.
At least use a cool name arh.
=)

So friendster is having a fucking problem.
I can't view friends that was recentley add and also imeem.
-_-
fuck sia.

Ok take care people.

Do you wanna make love to me?

2008-12-21T10:23:00.000-08:00

So just now went to Sentosa with Merul,Haqim,Nabil and Aeenkilu oppps i mean Aeen
and it was kinda fun.
hahaha
We laugh a lot.
I took a lot of Nabil's pic and not sounding gay but i love taking photos of him.
It's like,the guy's a fucking photogenic!
hahahah.

Then around 5 we packed our stuffs and watched the Singapore Vietnam game.
hahaha
It was so tensed.hahaha
Me and Nabil was carrying a guitar with us and we look like a fucking asshole and i guess everyone must be laughing at us.
hhaha

Anyway,while me and Nabil was busy concentrating the game,Merul was busy making his funny comments and it was so funny.
hahaha
In the end,Singapore lost.
At least my HERO,Saiful Esah did play.hehehe
Although he does not seemed to be in form like he used to be in SAF but that's ok.
hahaha

After game,there's a fight between the Singapore fans and also the Vietnam fans.
They were throwing plastic bottles around .
And Singaporeans were like chanting,"BUTO!" and "NO WAY OUT!"
In the end,when the Vietnam fans walked off the stadium,the Singapore fans crowded around them and think gave them a good beating.
This is the REAL Singapore my friends.hahaha

Couldnt really care less.
Went lorong to buy Ciggies and lepak at ALjunied MRT Station and took some pics with Aeen's friends all.(shit,i forgot their names)
haahaha
Hope they can come for our gig.

After that we all went home.
Very fucking tired..
tomorrow working somemore.
Haish.

Anyway,my bro will be undergoing National Service in 3 weeks time.
Wish him the best of luck inside!

Will be updating soon.

2008-12-16T20:51:00.000-08:00

So it's been a while since i update my blog.
Work has been ok now since the conflict was settled and i couldnt really care less.
hahahaha.
As long as my donuts is in its finest quality!
hahahaha

Can't wait for fucking pay day!
wuhoooO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next week!
yiHAWWWWWWWWWW!
hahahahhaha

Ok miss my band,miss my friends and my fucking freedom!
-_-

And i wrote a new song called,"The mess we made"

and i must say,this is the most greatest song i've ever made.
hahahaha
can't wait to let Haqim and Merul hear.
Confirm dorang happy nye..!
hehehehe

LOVE THEM! hehehe

Damn lazy wanna work.

2008-11-25T00:21:00.000-08:00

So im currently busy for the moment .
Busy working at Carrefour.It has already been three weeks since i worked there and
i must say,i love my job.I mean for the moment.
But the manager is a bit fucked up and so does the chinese workers there.
hate them.
But other than that,it's ok.Today and tomorrow is my off day and it's very boring when youre used to working and you're not working.
-_-

Anyway

Something bad happened to my family and everything seems like a dream
a happy family now destroyed by one mistake.
Why must this happened to my family?
what fate...
what luck..

I hope God will help us to go through this painful moment.
Cause every seconds of my life,im scared.
I've lost my laughter and my sense of humour.

I have to let go of everything.
my dream of buying bass,bike license and most importantly my band.
i hope you guys will understand the pain i'm going through.
This is not what i wanted,trust me.
looking forward to 17 January guys.
For that will be my last show with you guys...

thank you for everything.

2008-10-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

So i'm currently revising for my HIstory which is tomorrow.
I'm determined to score for my Combined Humans cause i know i'll screw up for the other papers so i hope THE LEAST is score for my Humans which is easy to do if i seriously study which is difficult to do.hahaha

So last two Saturday The Rejeks performed at Playden,Arthouse which is a pretty lame gig.
bahhhhhh~
Never felt so lame before.
But it was ok..i mean for exposure.
We played 3 of our original songs and it was ok.

Last week i had my Maths paper and it was the most fucked up paper i've had.
Can't believe i had trouble with 16 time table.
GOD DAMN I"M SO DUMB.
I spent like 30 mins on a 2 marks question which is like jhisjwisjssjkoik!
-_-

Anyway last week,i worked with Eder at Suntec Convention and it was cool.
Time fly by real fast there and the workers there are friendly.
Even though there were many mat reps.
hahaha.
It was quite tiring.

I think after my O's i would look for a more stable and long term job.
Don't forget i'm saving my money !!
hahaha.
Now i'm seriously broke,i mean like SERIOUSLY BROKE.
hahahah.
But that's ok.

And i think blogging is getting more and more lame as i feel like writing to myself which is equivalent to seeing myself masturbate on mirror.
Can't imagine that.

Anyway,can't wait for 11 November!
That will be my last paper for O level and tah-dah!
FREE AT LAST!
WUHOOOOO!

But i seriously gonna miss my secondary school mates.
Felt like fuck when i'm not with them..
My sec 4 friends especially..
they are one bunch of crazy motherfuckers..hahaha
It was nice knowing them.

I will also miss my sec 5 friends.
People like Afiq,Khai,Haerull,A-piz,Fahmi and my classmates.
They mean a lot to me.
I wish them the best of luck and hope we would still be friends forever!

so sweet.

-_-

K gotta study now.

2008-10-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.
So Hari Raya was ok i guess.
I've spent most of my collection money so i can't be bothered talking about it.
hahahha.

Anyway on Thursday,i went raya-ing with my classmate and it was a blast.
hahahha.The collection money was superb as we get around 50+?
Thanks to Afiq and the rest for planning it.
but like i said,i spent most of it on jamming money and also clothes
not forgetting cigarettes.hahaha.

And on Friday morning we have our Graduating Ceremony which was ok.
hahaha.It was fun.
Afiq and Belle was superb on stage when they deliver their speeches.
I still can't believe it's already been 5 years.
All the memories i had in this school is just priceless.
haishhh...i will definitely miss my friends..

Anyway,later that day,i went jamming with my band to prepare ourselves for this Saturday.
What about this Saturday?
FYI,our band will be performing this Saturday at Playden,Arthouse and we have a keyboardist in our band.Cool or what..
hahaha.Anyway,the ticket will be sold at 12 bucks..just nudge me at msn or my phone if u wanna purchased it..
Yeah,i know it's expensive..
but we wrote 4 songs and i wrote one which is called,"Hopefully with time" and Haziq and Nabil liked it so yeah i'm satisfied and happy for now.

I wrote the song for "her"..
The one that left me 7 months ago..
i missed her so much..

I kept wondering how is she doing right now?
is she happy?
is she fine?
is she still single?
God knows..
one thing for sure is the name "Fareez" doesn't exists in her mind anymore..
i'm dead..
to her..

But if you're reading this,WHICH I STRONGLY DOUBT SO,i just wanna say i missed u so much.
When i was with you,it was the happiest moment of my life..
and for the first time i really felt 'Love'
Maybe not to you..
I hope you take good care of yourself cause i'll be gone soon..
and i and also you will just be a memory in each others life..

Enough of the emo shit..
anyway,next week would be an 'all out' week cause
on Tuesday i will be having session
On Wednesday i will be having my O level science practical and on that night itself i'll be going to Fort Canning to see MY FUCKING FAVOURITE BAND OF ALL FUCKING TIME

MOTLEY CRUE!

On Friday,i will be jamming for 2 hours
and on Saturday i will be jamming for 1 hour and later at 5 we'll be performing for the gig.
Phew..
and Haqim still wanna go and watch GSE after it..
Don't think i can make it..
with O level coming out..it totally clashed with my schedule..
fuck it anyway.

so anyway,i'll be updating soon.
hahaha.
take care everyone.

2008-09-29T03:46:00.000-07:00

Hey yeah.So i'm currently back online after a few months.Life has not been easy without computers.At first,i thought of deleting this old blog of mine but i've been using this blog since i was Sec 1 and it would be wasted to let it all go.

So i've changed my stupid blogskin and delete off my tagboard and all my links cause i'm such a lazy fellow.hahah.Sorry guys.

Anyway,i have been spending more times with my band members instead of studying and
i think i'm gonna screw up my paper,my O levels.I couldn't really care less since i did not get what i wanted in the first place.
It was all a bloody lie that got me believing in it.Can't believe i was such a fool.
But life has to go on as per normal as there's nothing to sulk about cause at least i got to spent times with my close friends and all.I am soooo gonna miss Bedok North.I mean my friends,my memories,all the crazy things i've done,NCC and the teacher's of course.I can't believe next year would be a totally new year for me cause i'm gonna be a freshman again and that sucks.
Totally new environment,new friends and a new life.
Like what they say,all good things eventually come to an end..
It's seems so strange that time passes by so quickly..
How i wish not for it to end..

I think after all that,I will grow myself a Luke Pritchard hair and just find a job maybe earn myself a so called living while waiting for my results,which i think would be my doomsday.
hahaha.My music and my band will always be my top priority and the holidays would be the perfect time for us to improve and better ourselves for the upcoming future.Remember bros,we have a dream.hahah.NOT FORGETTING,I WILL BE 18 IN 3 MONTHS TIME.
WOW.I WILL BE THE OLDEST IN MY BAND.(That sucks btw)
Fuck.I have got to start buying Singapore cigarettes when im 18.
hahahha.

So Hari Raya would be the day after tomorrow and to be frank,i don't really feel the raya mood this year.Maybe cause i did not fast for 10 days or maybe because of O levels.
Either ways,i'm turning more and more depressed.
But still...
IT"S HARI RAYA!

k guys,would be updating frequently since my comp it's ok.
Enjoy reading even though you can't tag but it's ok..
life goes on...

2008-07-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hey.A lot of shitty stuff have been happening this week.
yeah too much stuff to talk about.

Last week,I had my O level Mother Tongue oral and thank god it run smoothly.
I can't believe i did well.
I don't know how words such as 'purba and ikhtibar' came out from my mouth.
I managed to make the invigilators smiled.
Now that's a good thing right?

So this week,kinda boring week cause there's no soccer match for this week and it's kinda boring.
I'm looking forward to kick some balls.
SIGH.
And i'm happy cause i got a week supply of cigarettes.
CAN I BE MORE FUCKING HAPPY?
HAHAHAHA.

So have been quite busy lately with jamming and stuffs.
And im too tired to see anyone.Sorry close friends.

Anyway just now when i came back home after school,i slept around 2 and woke up around 430 and guess what,i though it was Friday morning.
I quickly rushed to the toilet and was about to bath when i realised what an asshole i was.
hahahha.

SHIT.Remedial everyday.FUCKING "AWESOME".
-_-

FINALLY TO MY HAIR MANAGER,KINN OI.
hahaha.I known her for a week now i think and i've been chatting a lot with her in this one week.
Yeah,she's cool and hahaha,funny.Even though i know i'm irritating especially last Friday.
hahaha.Yeah im glad to know her in my last year in that school.
hahaha.I only hope she'll be happy always and look on the bright side of life because
there's many reason for her to smile about.

And that reason is ....

ME.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

JUST KIDDING.(IF URE READING THIS.)

Anyway don't forget to let me taste your cute lil cookies.
hahaha.You still owe me something.EHEM.
HAHAHA.

I can't believe i'm listening to boybands.OPPS,or should i say male vocal group?
hahaha.
Yeah it's kinda gay but if you listen carefully,it's kinda nice and meaningful.
I just love the different types of harmonies and also vocal chords.
COOL.

Not forgetting the dance steps.

hahahah.

Lastly to my band members,Haziq,Amalu,Haqim and temporary,Farnaim
thanks for trying.You guys mean a lot to me.
Even though people talk bad about our band,yeah Rejeks buto yeah whatever makes them happy kind of stuff,we're still fucking together.Can you guys fucking feel it or what?
We're just happy with the kind of music we make.
Like what Naim said,"be humble but confident."
I guess we got each other's back.

I guess after everything's over and done,The Rejeks will have to say goodbye to Haziq,our vocalist because of other commitments.Just wanna say that we're proud of you and we thank you for everything you done for us.No one can ever replace you.

And also to Naim,i guess you will be concentrating back with your original band,Danced with the mannequin.Thanks bro for helping out.I will always have your back and will always try to help you in every possible way as i can.Hope you can still jam with us.

Lastly,I hope we would last long.

and hope you guys would feel the same way too.

=)

2008-06-18T16:03:00.000-07:00

I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MY HAIR.
I HATE MY BIRTHMARK.
I HATE BEING BROKE(ALTHOUGH I'M ALWAYS BROKE).
I HATE DURIAN.
I HATE TRENDY WANKERS.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TALKS ABOUT GANGSTERISM WITH ME.(NOT INTERESTED)
I HATE PEOPLE WHO BOAST ABOUT THEMSELVES.
I HATE COMPLACENT PEOPLE.
I HATE RUDE BASTARDS.
I HATE HOMOSEXUAL.
I HATE FALLING IN LOVE.
I HATE STUPID COLOUR TWO-TONED SKINNY JEANS.
I HATE REJECTED CIGARETTES.
I HATE STUPID WORTHLESS CHINESE(PURE) COFFEESHOP WORKERS WHO CAN'T COMMUNICATE IN ENGLISH.
I HATE WEARING SPECTACLE.
I HATE ROTTING AT HOME.
I HATE DISGUSTING FUCKERS.
I HATE SCHOOL.
I HATE MATHS.
I HATE EDUCATION.
I HATE NATIONAL SERVICE(NS).
I HATE WASTING MY MONEY ON THINGS WHICH I LATER REGRET.
I HATE MAT REP.(FUCK ALL YOU CUNTS)
I HATE TO CRY.
I HATE DISTURBANCE.
I HATE CARD GAMES.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO FORCE ME INTO DOING THE THINGS I DON'T LIKE.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO PLAY MIND GAMES WITH ME.
I HATE RIDDLES.
I HATE BANGLA.
I HATE MOTHERFUCKING POSERS.
I HATE SCORPION(AS IN THE BAND).
I HATE STUPID BAND NAMES LIKE HOOBASTANK,MAROON 5,ETC.
I HATE TO IMAGINE MYSELF BEING BALD.
I HATE TO IMAGINE MY FIRST DAY AT NATIONAL SERVICE.
I HATE MODS.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY SO HARD TO FIT IN WITH THE ENVIRONMENT.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ACT TO BE RICH.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO TALK BEHIND MY BACK.
I HATE MAT MALAYSIA.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE ANTI-SOCIAL.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO DOES NOT HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOUR.

I HATE MYSELF FOR WASTING MY TIME WRITING THIS POST INSTEAD OF SLEEPING.

2008-06-14T14:58:00.000-07:00

Hello-hello.!
since someone(ida) asked me to update then i shall update.
hahahha..as you can see it's been quite sometime now since i update my blog.
Kinda bit lazy to type and all and amalu keeps on saying blogs are for wimps.
hahah.kinda agree with him on that one.Pouring out your feelings and thoughts
and expressing your hatred and anger ..doesn't that sound too wimpy?
hahahha.Nevertheless,real man BLOG.
and also have beer bellies.=)

Anyway,holiday sucks like to the max cause i can't find nothing else better to do
than just lepak till 5-6am with amalu and sleep until 4-5?
that's like my everyday routine during holidays and i'm kinda lazy to work.
and have no money,i mean SERIOUSLY no money.

No money for ciggarettes.
No money for transport.
No pocket money.

What a fucking life i have.
Great,it would be great to just jump down from 12 storey building and just shattered to pieces
rather than having no money..
i feel so hopeless.
hahahha.

Anyway,I've just watched Beautiful Boxer.
(WTF,i know)
I know some of you had watched the show like ages ago and i still can't understand
why i'm the only one in my group of friends that have not watch the show till now.
hahahha.
Good show.Really moved me.Not to become a transvestite but i don't know,it really inspire me.
His/Her kicks are fast and powerful.
Nong Toom,you are my idol.
=)

hahahha.

So looking forward to see you guys again in a week's time.
hahah.
and also looking forward to play soccer!!!!!
soccer!!!

heehehhe.

ok people,tc!

update soon when something good/bad/shitty/fuck/sexual(?) happen..

2008-04-25T12:17:00.000-07:00

How's everybody?
Well,kinda feel FUCK with myself.Totally hate myself for everything.
Damn,hate all this shit that's been happening in my life.

Anyway,mid year has been a total screwed up pigshit for me.
I fucking screw it.
Fucking cheebye the english paper so fucking hard.
I can't even understand the fucking question.
kanina.Physic was fucking worse.
I sleep after opening the paper.
Nvm,education is meaningless.

Hidup mesti sentiase tenang.

hahahah.

Anyway,just now went Lorong.
Love the Indon girls there.Some of them are sooooo kepok.
But some are gorgeous.hahaha.
But too bad,they're already been "used."
Tsk..tsk.

After that went to lepak with Budak Tenage.
Ok lah,listened to Misteri Jam 12.
hahaha.
But members were busy talking so can't really concentrate that much.
hahah.After that went home.

I've not been getting enough sleep lately and that sucks.
I will be waiting for the day went no one disturbs me and all i'm gonna do is just
sleep like a pig at home.
=)

Anyway,come across Ida's blog and saw her posting this survery shit.
So why not try? It's been a while.

1.What does your MySpace headline mean?
It means i'm too young to fall in love

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
Koneks cum Boplehs.

3. Who was the last person to make you smile?
Nabil,Mamat and Amalu-this three can make me laugh all day.

4. What's your current relationship status?
Gay; Married

5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
A renoma boxer

6. What is your current problem?
my own mistakes which i regret.

7. What do you love most?
Girls? Smoking? Sex?

8. What makes you most happy?
Nas,Preity Zinta,Priyanka Chopra and seeing myself naked on the mirror.

9. Are you musically inclined?
Always.

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you do?
Take back my words,think before what i say and just control my anger.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
Bitch.

12. Ever have a near death experience?
When i was in primary 5,i was running from my friends and i was knocked by a car but just a bit.I was playing block catching btw.

13. What did you do last night?
Lepak.Work-out,smoke.

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
I kept listening to Nsync,I drive myself crazy.I think i'm turning gay but it's a nice song btw,meaningful.

15. Who did you cut and paste this from?:
Ida,sorry=)

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
ZAKK WYLDE!!!!! MOK CHEK LIM,AH BENG PAI KIA LOH FROM MY CLASS.

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
my friend's private parts.

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
no,argument,yes.I'm Wiry you know.

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
School,majlis perkahwinan.

20. What are you doing tonight?
Thinking of something to eat,thinking of what to do tomorrow.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Sorry,I'm not rich.I do kopi katai.At least i don't pretend to be one.Im proud to be from a poor family=)

22. Do you have a crush on anybody?
Preity zinta mostly bollywood chicks and that prostitute who look like Amy Search daughter.

23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?:
Once.

24. Anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
Yeah,Amalu said i looked like Keanu Reeves,Some say like Amy Search.hahahha.NOT

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?:
Power rangers, cool.

26. Did you have braces?:
Shit no.

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
NO.I think i'm short.Cause the people who used to be short has now grown taller than me.

28. When was the last time you spent the night out somewhere?
Everyday.

29. Do you speak any other languages?
Hisdustani,Urdu,Tamil,Hokkien,Arabic and lil bit of chinese language(easier to communicate with the chinese prostitutes.)

30. Whats your favorite smell?
Her smell i still missed and my smell of course.

=)

2008-04-05T04:20:00.001-07:00

Hmmm.I've been a bit moody these few days.
Don't ask me why.A lot of things happened in this one week.
Shitty things,of course.
WE FOUGHT AGAIN.
-_-
Wow.She refuses to pickup my calls nor reply my messages.
Feel so fucked up.It's been 5 fucking days.
ARGHHH! felt so shit.
To worsened this shit,my toes are badly swollened.
Fucking horseshit.

I was playing soccer yesterday at school when i was going for the goal.
Then this defender,kicked my leg so fucking bad that i fell down,screaming.
I wanted to cry cause it hurts so much.I can't fucking move.
I don't blame that guy because it was a 50/50 challenge i was going for the ball
and he was going to CLEAR the ball so yeah.We clashed.But fucking hell he kicked my leg so hard as if he's going for the goal kick or something.

My toes hurt so fucking bad.
Anyway,it's been a long time since i went out with DB or The Rejeks.
Money problems.-__-
I hate going out without money cause it sucks.
Wearing nice clothes and shoes but with like 2 bucks in my wallet,that's kinda cool.
NOT.

Anyway,i managed to get my Art drawing back on track with the other art students.
Phew!~ Thought i could never catch up with them.
But i always believe in QUALITY than QUANTITY cause you can produce as many sketches as you can but if it kinda look like shit,then there's no point in it.
hahaha.At least there's something to be happy about.

Anyway today is my Dad's birthday!
wuhoooo! love him so much.
More than anything else.
Sweet 49! hahaha
(i think)

Anyway,my mind is totally blank on what to update.
Hmmm.her birthday is coming in a week's time and this Monday is our 3rd Month.
How great. -_-

Anyway,to Mamat bestfriend number 2.5,relax man.Like i said,sometimes,things doesn't really turned out exactly as we planned,but you're the one who said it to my face like a year ago or something,"Igt Rez,matai,2 bulan 3 bulan 4 bulan..break jgk.kwn jgk rez.." hahahahhaha.
Hope you take care bro.hahaha.We're always here for you although i'm ALWAYS busy with school and stuff.Anyway,to Iffah,no don't think i despise you because of this and don't think
WE ALL do..because we don't.You are our friend and will always be one.=) I'm still me,we are all.So don't think negative aites? That's the problem,when we make friends,we should see them as in lifelong term,for god knows how long but we should not see them as come and go.

Yeah-yeah DB this,DB that.Whatever.We are ourselves.We don't try to be people whom we're not.We quarreled before with each other but not to the certain extend of throwing him/her out of the crew,"tak friend lagi" kind of shit.Cause that's who we are.Yes,we hated each other music interest,hated each other likings but we love each other because we really do.That's when you put 8 crazy,different types of background guys together.
hahahahha.I have nothing much to say.

Anyway,MERCENARIAN KELUAR KAT TV!
NAMPAK MUKE MAAN ROSEWOOD KUARKAN LIDAH DIE KAT TV!
hahaha.Tak abes2 dektu.Miss lepak with them.
Good luck guys for Anugerah band auditions!

anyway,i also macam ternampak siraj kat tv ar.hahah.

So long,farewell! hahahah

2008-03-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

Its currently 12:08am right now and i'm schooling tomorrow.
SO currently,i'm waiting for my mum to go to sleep so that i can smoke inside the bathroom.
hahahhaha.So meanwhile,to ease myself from boredom,how about i update something
since it has been a while since i do so.

So anyway,flashback to last week.On last 2 Sunday,my band perform at Eunos CC
and yes i admit we kinda suck cause we fucked up the first song.
But who cares niwae.We're just an amateur band.We know.We don't need you asshole(that
particular person) going to my bandmate and start talking about,"ouh guitar tak dgr ar."
bla..bla..bla..Sorry ar perfectionist.Fuck You man.
But at least we give it a try.
and we don't go around boasting about it.
Fuck it man,Haqim is not some Jimi Hendrix,Haziq is not some Freddie Mercury,Amalu is
not some Tommy Lee and me,I'm not Nikki Sixx.
We admit,we're not that good.
But at least,we're being ourselves not somebody else.

So anyway,during the holidays,nothing much really happened.
But it's been raining heavily,and i mean VERY heavily and now it's kinda hot.
So i guess i pretty much miss the rain.
hahahha.Besides from the fact,i can't play soccer and going out,i love rain.
hahahha.
So went out on Wednesday and met this HOT i mean HOT eurasian who's promoting
Heineken by going around taking pictures.
So i admit i took picture with her and she's gorgeous.
hahahha.

Saturday,went out also.
Went to Riverside for the first time since let me guess 2 December or something?
i can't really remember.
hahaha.It's been a while.Many hot chicks were there and i mean MANY.hahaha.

Anyway,Musical shit is coming up and i don't know what to wear.
hahaha.Maybe just wear something nice.
hahahah.Just be myself.hahah.Can't wait for holiday.
hahahha.

So thats all i guess.
Alem Khai birthday is coming really soon!
hahahha.my bestfriend number 4!
hahaha.hope he last long with his girlfriend!
hehehe.

Ok2.update again soon.
bye guys.