First of all let me start by wishing my good brother(not literally),Haqim Isa a very happy birthday!
Finally my band is legalize.hahaha.

Continue to improve your guitar skills you fucker~
And also your stage presence,MOVE AROUND YOU NUMB SKULL!
-_-"!
hahaha
But i think he's the best guitar player i've seen for his age.
Not being biased or something but seriously this dude is fucking good !

Anyway it's 2010 everybody.
What's my new year resolution?
simple;to make my friends and family happy and just live for the moment like all these years i've lived.
And also to smoke more than last year.
hahaha
2009 was a fast year i must say.
Seriously.
And a lousy one.
But yeah there isn't anyone in this world that would live their life without having or facing any problems.
Even if your Bill Gate's son or the richest man son you'll still have problems.
=)

Sometimes,come to think of it,i felt blessed when i'm born in a normal background family.
We've gone through ups and downs together and yeah being born in a normal background family taught me a lot of lesson in life.

Even if god were to give me a choice on which family i prefer to be born with i would still prefer my family.
=)
Not sounding pious or something.

Ok,so my birthday is coming right up on the 14th.
And it'll be my so called last year as an adolescent.
It makes me wonder why people always say being 19 is your last year as a teenager?
So does being 20 and above means you're stepping into adulthood ready?
Totally wrong dude.

For me age are just numbers.
And doesn't mean your 20 and above means you're old.
If you're thinking that way then you're just too paranoid.
You still look more or less young.
My mum alway says this to me,"Men are young again when they reach 40".
It makes me wonder really like what exactly is she saying?
But yeah after seeing all these datuk-datuk and their young wives and this pakcik-pakcik tue enjoy yeah i guess i finally understand what she meant.
It's easy for guys to hide their age because maybe their image does not change as much as woman.
My mum also says that,"That's why you see all these pakcik-pakcik tak sedar diri are still laku for their age."
I agree with that.

And about stepping out into adulthood;
Doesn't mean that you're getting older means you're getting more "matured".
Seriously yes image does have to do with maturity.
Sometimes when people look at abang-abang or kakak-kakak they will have this mentality that they are matured but sometimes these guys acted very similar to us.
I have a friend,Saufi who is 22 years old and the reason why we can clicked with him is because he talk,act and share the same thing with us.Anyway you won't believe he's 22 when you see his face.hahaha

Anyway we all seen sometimes young kids as in literally kids aged between 12-13 working in a fast food outlet or anything and even though people might say that the pay is little or yeah they are just working for free food but what admired me was that at that young age, they already have the mindset of being independent or not rely on other people for help or money.
This for me,is stepping out into adulthood.
You do not need age or waiting for yourself to be "matured"
cause adulthood for me will naturally hit you in the face and then you realised it.
For my case,i still consider myself a kid..hahaha
Live is too short for me.
Live for the moment...

Money or no money,there will always be money for cigarettes..
hahahaha



cheers..
=(